hadak

it is 1:30am... and as much as i love my daughter, she really annoyed me. a lot. she woke up shortly before midnight, which she never does, and started crying. i held her for a while, till she fell asleep - and set her down. more crying. i picked her up, repeated.... more crying. i change her diaper, gave her a bottle....rocked her to sleep... more crying. wtf!? so i figure it's because she needs some of her medicine. problem is, my step mom HID IT! i could not find the shit ANYWHERE. fridge? no. countertop? no. wtf. what makes it worse, is that the bitch heard her crying. she had to have. and refused to wake up. so i'm stuck for an hour and a half with a screaming baby...and the onyl thing that is going to make her stop screaming is her tylenol....which is fucking hidden somewhere. thanks BITCH. next time, tell me where it's at befroe you go to bed. you don't deserve your ovaries. hand them over now.

i swear. i'm exhausted to begin with. this daddy stuff is hard work. a little help, while i can get it, would be nice. so.... who wants to come help? any mommy wannabes out there? please? she's cuuuuute..... (and generally doesn't scream in the middle of the night.) blah, i'll stop now. i'm tired and rambling. i hopethere's an edit button...so when i read this in the morning, and i'm all like wtf was i thinking, i can just like....delete parts. heh.

fuckin whatever. she has kept me up for two hours now. i'm fucking going to sleep.