i've been in a SHIT mood for a couple days/weeks now.

my aunt gave me a lecture about being "more confident." kind of hard when there's nothing to be confident about. *sigh*

sorry 105 - i don't think i'll be gracing you with my presence tonight. haha gracing, more like condeming.

i woke up today in excruiciating pain. my left ear (the 4g) was all swollen and crusty. that never has happened with stretching them before.

so i got a bag of ice and laid there for about 1 hour 1/2 with ice on my ear and went back to bed. it's feeling a little bit better, but if it doesn't start feeling A LOT better...
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HOLY SHIT I THOUGHT IT WAS WEDNESDAY.

and i look at my computer clock and it's friday.... hmmm, thats not good.

well it's good that it's friday, but it's bad i don't know what fucking day of the week it is.

maaan, give me a padded room im going nucking futz...

well, after bawling, taking a nap, using colleens car to get some pop, and tessas friend beef, i feel a lot better.

i'm just uber stressed lately because of my car being sold, which in turn means i won't be able to find a job, which means god knows how long i'm going to be living with my dad.

i tried to take my nana's...
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FINALLY got my 4s in my ears.

i put on monsters, inc, and told my ears, "ok fuckers, you're going in TONIGHT whether you like it or not!"

and they were all like, "oh god don't hurt us, we'll listen!"

and i was all like, "yeah, that's what i fucking thought."

and shoved them in there.

and that's how it went.

so, tonight was pretty fun. my sister knows someone that is a mary kay chick, and they are teaching a six week class to new mary kay chicks.

my sister and i went and were basically models to teach them the "proper" way to apply make-up and stuff. at first, i didn't realize i was going to have to be a model, but after awhile...
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hope this turns out. otherwise i wasted a lot of time....

i've had a shitty day - so im going to go watch my aunts kids for awhile, drink about 4 beers, and poke some smot.

TO THE WINDOWS
TO THE WALLS.

im not feeling very good again.

i wish i could just feel better, stupid weather changes.

in other news i played secret of mana 2 for like 2 hours straight last night and when i went to play it again ALL of my save files were GONE except for 1/2 hour into it.

*sigh*