Tuesday Jul 06, 2004

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do you ever feel like no one understands you? you feel like no one ever will.

it just hurts, you give so much for so long and in the end, it's all worthless. or at least it seems that way.

i'm not thinking straight, im exhausted. i'm going to go cry myself to sleep and try to find a job tomorrow.

yay, another worthless job...
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bankky:
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funktion:
hang in there girl!! things will turn around! life is a ride and we just need to hang on tight and enjoy it.!!

thanks for the comments and kisses!! love love


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Monday Jul 05, 2004

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just got back from the cabin. lots of fireworks, few injuries, so it was fun.

the lake kicked my ass. my uncle brought his boat and they have the shittiest tube, where if you're not holding on tight you're gone. and the water was really choppy with all the 4th of july boaters. so, i flew in the air a few times, drank a bunch...
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leena1:
yay for water fun... boo for drinking the lake down a few feet and yay you're back! missed yah!! kiss
mrmuller:
Welcome back.

Oh that sounds all too farmiliar frown

Yea, I'm not the worst player in the world. Just the last time I played, I started playing off my chin, like the pros do, and I was making a ton of super long shots (on a 9 foot table), and cut shots that I screw up a lot. I'm going to start playing like that and hope I get a lot better.

If they don't work, you definitely shouldn't take them. But have you had them let you try something else? Anythings worth a shot.

Monday Jun 28, 2004

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not doing good at all. i feel like one big empty pile of shit.

in other news - if for some reason my account gets shut off - e-mail me at uranium235chick@yahoo.com.

i don't promise a prompt reply, but i will reply.

send me your love. i need it.
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kosomot:
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badahab:
weeeeeeeeeee

Tuesday Jun 15, 2004

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well i haven't been here much. just stopped by at my dads to update and pick up copies of my resume. i have an interview tomorrow and i figured i should have it.

been staying at my moms (no computer) and watching my little sister. i'll update more as soon as i can. i hope everyone is doing well!

kiss
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badahab:
Yo mother fucker weeeeeeeeeeeee.
itwasduke:
Hey now don't forget to represent...
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Election+2004/topics/47705/page2/

Friday Jun 04, 2004

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been extremely bored lately. tomorrow the plans are to go see the new harry pothead with my family and then go hang out with chris so that should be fun.

finally saw school of rock. it was AWESOME.

thats about it....

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editted to add:

no one will really answer me on this thread.

basically it's "what celebrity do you look like." since i...
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rickroyal:
A mixture of Jennifer Connelly and Ally Sheedy. But then I'm horrible at this game.
mercie:
i see the ally sheehy. smile

How's life?

Wednesday Jun 02, 2004

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i have been CRAVING pop (soda for anyone who doesn't say pop... mercie) biggrin and it's killing me. but i haven't relapsed to pop yet. it's a fucking addiction.

i'm doing good though.

watched shrek 2 with chris last night. i have GOT to get a wallpaper with puss in boots when his eyes are all wide and sad. its so fucking cute. biggrin

"do you...
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mrmuller:
Sure thing wink
the_gargirl:
soooooo cute! biggrin

Monday May 31, 2004

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well, im home. i'm going to give you a recap of my very eventful weekend.

WARNING: this will be a long entry

my aunt almost went to jail.
ok, not really, but she was in the park after ten and she def shouldn't have been driving. so DNR pulled her over and was being an ass asking for IDs and shit. funny thing is,...
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the_gargirl:
Hun, You RAWK!

I slipped and practically scalped my ribcage & leg. Bruised the tips of my toes and elbow. When you ask? During the last pics of the phoot shoot. I jumped up and couldn't breathe. All I kept saying was "Shit,shit,shit"! My photographer freaked I know it LOOKED really bad me sliding down a stairway of rocks (waterfall). We were both surprised that my nipple rings didn't tear out! I made light of it secs. later. I asked her if she got any of that on the cam.... I'm still sore blackeyed
kiss kiss

[Edited on Jun 01, 2004 7:35PM]
1aura1:
mysterious girl leave large plant on your doorstep! biggrin
And when Sg friends hook up it's even cuter!

[Edited on Jun 02, 2004 12:43PM]

Thursday May 27, 2004

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well no pop for two days. i even drank tap water. puke haha it wasn't THAT bad.

and, as a no brainer, no pop is making it easier to fall asleep. i would ahve been in bed rather early last night, but i let the fucking dog out and she ran off, again. i think i may just lodge a foot up her ass next time....
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armadillofuzz:
ah, that stuff rots your teeth anyways.
the_gargirl:
Water will help you lose weight pretty quickly. I've been stressed and depressed. I drank ate a late lunch or early dinner and drank losts of water. within 2 months I lost 15 lbs. I was 145 to start with.

I added pics!!!!

Tuesday May 25, 2004

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i HATE HATE HATE when people try to tell you not to worry about something when they have NO clue what you're dealing with because they're clear on the opposite end of EVER having to deal with what i'm bringing up.

anyway, otherwise my day wasn't too bad. went to my lil sis' kindergarden grad. it was pretty cute. then i got a new swim...
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jj987666:
chronotrigger!
i like the name...ive lost close to 50 pounds in the last 14 months with this plan...no soda
at least 7 20 oz cups of water a day.
eat at least 3 grilled chicken breasts. fruit juice etc...then dont eat too bad and your good.
ok bye! surreal
mikka_1980:
"aww, don't say that. "
sorry just the way i feel at the moment. my life's taken a turn for the worst frown

Tuesday May 25, 2004

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i had a lot of fun tonight. my old friend, melanie, whom i haven't seen forever IMed on aim and we decided to hang out.

we went to wally world and got some pop, and stuff. she picked up "serial mom" from the 5 dollar bin and we came back to my place to watch it. it was a weird movie, but i liked it....
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ash:
aww thanks, yeah ... it mattered. it mattered a LOT how many sweet ppl on the site wished me a happy bday. Now if only SG land were a REAL LAND that we could all live in ... then the world would be kinda neato.
Yeah, I am not at librerty to explain what exactly it was that fdnymedic sent to me ,.... but it was damn thoguhtful indeeed. Sadly I havent heard from him since ... and I hope he isnt one of those characters that makes an impression on your life forever, then disapears. There are ppl I talked to when I was 7 that I still wonder abt today.
1aura1:
That mvie is crazy biggrin
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