do you ever feel like no one understands you? you feel like no one ever will.

it just hurts, you give so much for so long and in the end, it's all worthless. or at least it seems that way.

i'm not thinking straight, im exhausted. i'm going to go cry myself to sleep and try to find a job tomorrow.

yay, another worthless job where i get to waste my life away doing something i hate to try and afford to live. ironic, isn't it?




One day I woke up
I woke up knowing
Today is the day
I will die

Cashdogg was barking
Went to the park and enjoyed it one last time
I called my mother, told her I loved her
And I begged her not to cry

I wrote a letter
I said I'd miss her
And I signed that Goodbye

[Chorus:]
You know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
Is the day that I die
Can you feel the cold tonight (the day that I die)
It sets in, but it's alright (the day that I die)
Darkness falls, I'm letting go (the day that I die)
All alone but I feel fine (the day that I die)

We took a drive and we drove thru D.C.
To see the places we lived, long conversations
We talked of old friends and all the things that we did

Summer nights
Drunken fights
Mistakes we made
Did we live it right

[Chorus:]
You know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
Is the day that I die
Can you feel the cold tonight (the day that I die)
It sets in, but it's alright (the day that I die)
Darkness falls, I'm letting go (the day that I die)
All alone but I feel just fine (the day that I die)

[Chorus:]
You know the happiest day of my life
I know the happiest day of my life
I swear the happiest day of my life
Is the day that I die
Can you feel the cold tonight (the day that I die)
It sets in, but it's alright (the day that I die)
Darkness falls, I'm letting go (the day that I die)
All alone but I feel fine (the day that I die)

Did I live it right, I hope I lived it right, Did I live it right? (the day that I die)
Did I live it right, I hope I lived it right, I know I lived it right (the day that I die)