i think i need to find a way to get the fuck out of iowa. i've been so depressed the last few days. even the laughs i HAVE had seem to be pretty empty. i don't have a clue where i would go or how i would survive there.
plus, i could never leave chris behind, and i don't think he'd come with me. he's more sensible than i am. i just want thing to be my way, now. he is more of the type to sit down and think about the consequences. i love that boy to death.
but yeah, i hate iowa. and it's not like i'm going to do anything about it. i should go on a vacation somewhere a lot more interesting and different. monotony is driving me insane.
plus, i could never leave chris behind, and i don't think he'd come with me. he's more sensible than i am. i just want thing to be my way, now. he is more of the type to sit down and think about the consequences. i love that boy to death.
but yeah, i hate iowa. and it's not like i'm going to do anything about it. i should go on a vacation somewhere a lot more interesting and different. monotony is driving me insane.