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my birthday sucks.

i have a chest/head cold and i just got up and it's almost five PM.

so my boyfriend and i cancelled our dinner and movie for tonight.



hate

wanna hear a joke:

guy walks into a psych's office with nothing but suran wrap for shorts on.

pysch says, "i can clearly see your nuts."

yeah that one made me crack up.

one thing i just realized i appriciate about this cold weather. there are humongous icecycles hanging down from our roof and they're actually quite pretty. the look like glass, and with the...
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hour and a 1/2 of shoveling. you know what snow? that's it, you're fucking dead.

so last night i get an IM in yahoo and they guy immediately starts showing me his penis and stuff. grossest, shit, ever. check out the contest we're having as a result at comfnumb. prizes involved.

so chris ordered me tiger woods PGA tour 2003 for PS2 off ebay....
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my dad has these vine type of plants growing in the computer room. and ever so often they sprout these little pink bunch of flowers that look like they're plastic. and let me tell you what:

THEY FUCKING REEK!!!

they smell like damned B.O. or something and it's soooo gross.

so i went back to work today for the first time in like three weeks. i tell you what

it sucks, i hate my job so fucking bad and i dont think anyone (worth working for) is hiring.

i got to go play some tiger woods at aarons house after work though. i really wanted chris to come too, but he was tired, which i...
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sometimes i wish i was 8 again. then i wouldn't mind this damned snow so much. i'd know i'd get days off from school. and when it was snowing it wouldn't be, "fucking a, more slippery roads with the chance of death every time i get in my car."

it would be more like, "yesss! i can go sledding, and build a snowman!!!" and the...
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i'm feeling sooo much better today.

1- i remembered to take my happy pills (which is always good)

2- i got to see chris last night

3- we went to aaron's and played some tiger woods 2003. it's funny, i hate golf, but i'm addicted to that game now.

still having a lot of trouble sleeping, but i suppose that will correct itself as it...
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i'm sad. i only have a few more days left with my car, i think.

goodbye saturn, you've treated me good.

i can't afford it anymore, so i'm telling my dad to send it back. i suck at life.

and i wish i could be happy at least three days in a row. it'll happen, someday.

i'm going absolutely NUTS. i haven't been out of my house (save for going to the store last night) for four days. that's too long to sit by yourself with two cats and a dog.

i haven't been able to see chris in forever either because of the snow and our schedules. well, mostly his because i just haven't had a schedule.

i'm about to...
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i'm gonna go by a strap-on...

and make the snow suck my dick.

i'd enjoy that....

good news today. my dad is getting married to his girlfriend!! i'm excited because she's an awesome person, helped me through a lot of shit i went through in the past couple of months.

w00t, go dad!