On another note: I read a post you did on a thread and just wanted to let you know that everyone in life has ups and downs. The important thing to keep in mind is that the downs do come back up. Youre young and in time things will turn around for you so keep your chin up and forge on.
you know it's gotten bad when you don't give a flying fuck about yourself.
and i honestly don't. it seems like the only thing i care about right now is chris. everything else can just got fucking drop off the face of the earth, i don't fucking care.
sometimes i wish i'd never been born. more often than not, lately.
well the only place you can go form rock bottom is up...
and i wish you where born it's nice to have someone to talk to like you... if you want e-mail me and I'll send you my # (you can call and i'll call right back i have free long distance) ok?
remember though sweetie, we didnt really get word out to more people than two until yesterday evening. it was kinda short notice. next time we will plan ahead better and hopefully get some solid plans worked out a lot better.