gypsysilhouette

i have to say that i believe that the meaning of life, or at least my life is just plain having something to look forward to. but not for myself... the beauty is that of looking forward to doing something for someone else. may it be buying something for another like for instance a girl i could take out to buy her a dress, or a necklace, purfume, or whatever. the gift i recieve and what keeps me going on with a joy and a kick in my step is witnessing the smile on her face or the glow of excitement in her.
the idea of giving yourself away purely for the happiness of someone else may not seem enhancing and it may not be for everyone, as for myself it charges me and builds confidence. dont get me wrong, im still an asshole, but thats just life, but like roberto benini said " i want to make love to everybody" hey happy holiday ladies, good wishes...