Thursday Aug 04, 2005

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not enough work to keep me busy.

too much time to feel and think.

so how do I detach myself? not really sure (I think I might care too much).
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uberllama:
I will at some point. The energy requirements to write a new journal entry are too much for me right now. smile
vincet:
you're Great definitiely. kiss

Wednesday Aug 03, 2005

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Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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lesson #3300891:

Without dialogue, in silence, time pushes this huge amount of distance between two and allows for assumptions to take over. one starts to allow his/her own assumptions/projections to colour their view of the other rather than actually allowing the other's answers to his/her proposed questions to feed the Truth. one tries not to let paranoia take over in the midst of all this...
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misterdoom:
Parks are good lightbulbs...

Welcome to the single parents group. smile

Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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it's a thin line between love and hate...

though for me it's not so simple. I can't just STOP... sometimes the lump in my throat makes it really hard to breathe.

well, in less etherial and heavy news, I just got approved for my new little apartment. times they are a changin'... a little too suddenly, though. the adjustment is not so easy, to be...
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dirty__1:
Hey, welcome to the SP group!! biggrin

Monday Aug 01, 2005

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...really trying hard not to let the silence pull me down. I don't understand the silence. What I do understand about it, I don't like.

the silence tells a story that I wish I did not hear so clearly.

Monday Aug 01, 2005

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as much as I hate my brain often for it's over-pensiveness and outrageously analytical nature, at the same time I respect this wad of grey matter sitting in my skull . It has a way of evolving - of opening and absorbing and learning. And it feels like its in evolution overdrive right now.

I feel like there's a clarity in me. more so than...
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Sunday Jul 31, 2005

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alright!

so today is ANOTHER gorgeous day in Toronto. Unbelievable how great the weather has been lately. No, I am NOT the newly elected embassador to the weather in Toronto, but i can't help but comment on it since it seems to so greatly (but very latently) affect the moods of people (me for sure).

So, beautiful weather here and it's giving me a bit...
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uberllama:
I feel like I've just read the transcript of an episode of My Little Pony. You're not supposed to be that positive about life. There's nothing wrong with downsizing. Physical things just weigh us down anyway and think about how much less cleaning you'll have to do!

Relationships... oi. Yes they take time and practice and tolerance, but what happens when you just get bored? Disillusioned? Unattracted? Anyways, getting into stuff I said I never would on this site.

Saturday Jul 30, 2005

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today is really beautiful day.

sun. fresh air. Sylus.

i don't want to be sad.

but i am

Monday Jun 13, 2005

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it's June 13

why am I still able to update my page?????

i better not be getting billed for this ARRR!!!

Saturday Jun 11, 2005

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today is June 11

my account is ending OFFICIALLY this Monday, the 13th.

it's about fucking time.

this garden grew me a flower so lovely... it changed my life forever. i've never known love like this before. thank you, SG. I take the love with me.

take it easy, v. don't get drunk on the sweet perfume of the SG flowers. the poisonous one is...
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uberllama:
wink Ciao bella.
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