it's dark as night outside right now. though it is only 3:30 in the afternoon.
strange fucking day.
the end is near.
strange fucking day.
the end is near.
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tarqu1n:
Thanks for the official welcome to Toronto! It's so refreshing to come to a place where people actually say hi in a friendly way online or on the street and you don't have to be suspicious. 
bump
I'm annoying myself.
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uberllama:
By the way, you look happy in your new pic. What's wrong?
uberllama:
Hey I just noticed you left me a testimonial. Not a very nice one mind you. 
I've never clicked on that tab before.
I've never clicked on that tab before.ok! done and done! new profile pic = new me! tada!
yup, just like that! i figured I needed to brighten up and lighten up a touch (a llama somewhere in the mountains told me to lighten up, so i did
). too much heaviness lately. though I can't and won't promise that the heaviness will stop. nah, never- that's me, baby. up and down....
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yup, just like that! i figured I needed to brighten up and lighten up a touch (a llama somewhere in the mountains told me to lighten up, so i did
). too much heaviness lately. though I can't and won't promise that the heaviness will stop. nah, never- that's me, baby. up and down.... Read More
step:
fantastic picture. don't knows ya but the image feels more like you
okay now to get over my procrastination and apply for scholarships. how i hate filling out forms. waaah me.
fantastic picture. don't knows ya but the image feels more like you
okay now to get over my procrastination and apply for scholarships. how i hate filling out forms. waaah me.
slowtron:
Indeed - the pic is wicked but what about our gang?!?!?!! 
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woah - I just got back to the computer and re-read what I had written... angry and vulgar, that was me today. I really need to chill out. seriously. this is messed up.
it's starting to feel like the last 7 months was just a waste of time. and that's not at all an easy pill to swallow. fuck.
it's starting to feel like the last 7 months was just a waste of time. and that's not at all an easy pill to swallow. fuck.
uberllama:
So what happened anyway? Email me.
I've been cleaning a lot with bleach today. I never clean with bleach - i'm soooooooo anti-chemicals and hazardous shit like that. It's only natural when your an environmentally conscious mama like me. But I busted out the ol' bleach to get everything spic and fucking span for my bitch of a lanlady today so she can shove it way up her plugged up asshole....
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stop trying to solve this shit. stop caring. wander on, gypsy.
step:
it can be hard to do this...guh.
baking cookies with my son is one of the most productive diversion tactics ever devised.
baking cookies with my son is one of the most productive diversion tactics ever devised.
uberllama:
Maybe you should rent some movies with lots of farting in them. Lighten things up a bit.
didn't get mcuh sleep last night - sort of in and out of sleep. was woken woke up at 3:00am by a thirsty kid and couldn't get my mind to stop turning after that. Eventually I just accepted the fact that lying there in bed waiting for sleep to blanket me would be an effort made in vain, so I got up and surfed the...
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ok, so I was just reflecting on that big [s]HIT documentary "The March of the Penguins" and it struck me that it's a fucking movie about penguins! there's love, there's loss, there are tears, blood, frostbite.. drama, comedy, horror... why, it's everything you ever wanted in a movie!!!! it definitely sucked me in! but it's a movie about penguins! PENGUINS!!! WTF?! Why not elephants? why...
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slowtron:
Isn't it getting late for you Gypsy? 
- totally kidding! It's late enough for me though. Ready and waiting indeed... I like the hammer you throw down, it's a "pain to kill all other pain" sorta dealie.
- totally kidding! It's late enough for me though. Ready and waiting indeed... I like the hammer you throw down, it's a "pain to kill all other pain" sorta dealie.
slowtron:
LOL Dirty is fine (again with the devilish icon-o-facey-thing). Keep hammering.
Meval and I just went out for a drink. I love that guy. Not like that.
yay. thanks he is a cutie.
his mum wanted to call him Ivan and I was like no freakin way, man. Ivan..Sheesh. Why not just call him "Hey, kick my ass." Well, I supose Linus is not much better for that.
Linus is Norse for Flaxen Haired. Well when I was a kid I had these big golden locks and thought that if he got the name he might end up with curly hair too. He got it! YES!!! Score one for the dominant scottish hair gene..lol.
Gosh I miss him so much. Just over two months till I get to see him again. He's the best. Call him every day, send him two emails every day and 2,3 postcards a week. Sheesh. Maybe I am a little obsessed. He was out here for ten days and had a blast..I digress.
Um, also at the time his mum was pregnant I was readind a book by Linus Torvalds (Linux) and the name just started working its way in to my noodle.
There is Linus Pauling (2x nobel prize winner), Linus Yale (of padlock fame), Pope Linus (bah)
and of course Linus van Pelt (from peauts).
Oh god it is too early to be this yappy....wish i could go back to bed.