gypsygrrrl

what i do not write here does not mean that it is not so.

and what I do write here does not mean that it is all that is so.

Forgive me for calling on an old clich: there's always more than meets the eye.

fucking drama. this all seems like a chore that has to be ticked off my must-do's.

i need to get a life.


et tu dois trouver le tranquilit d'esprit. svp. you are better than this.

that's all you'll hear from me.

turns out my kid was up for a good reason last night at quarter to midnight: diarrhea. And ironically enough, it just happend to be his first night sleeping up on his new loft bed - so the poor kid had to climb up and down the ladder about 4 times to make a mad dash to the toilet before I figured out that perhaps...
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why is my son still up at quarter to midnight?

ok. so I'm almost completely unpacked now. Just a few things left to unpack. it's starting to look like a home now. it's small, but it's good. humble. and in a softcore version of "the ghetto". It's cool actually - we're right on a main street and the streetcars run along this main street 20/7. From 6am to 2am, all you hear is screetching, rumbling...
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right now i am dead. I'm a total wreck physically. and now let the unpacking begin...

so check this crazy-ass shit out:

my movers were a no-show yesterday evening.

consequence: gypsy meltdown

I cannot even put it down into words. let's just say I was yay close to completely going ballistic. ...yet another fucking collossal challenge to my level of tact and coping capacity has been shoved in my face.

I'm sitting here on the floor of my new apartment, waiting,...
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i think i am scared.

when did i become so scared? I thought I was tough as nails. Sure, I can handle a fall on the face, but how many times am I going to keep taking a fall? no, I'm not bitching. or whining. or moaning. I'm stating: noemi keeps making the wrong turn. I've just gotten extremely crafty about coming up with defence...
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it's 2am and i am still awake. why?

I've been packing all day. My office is a horrid mess. I wonder if things will change in the new place. is it in me to maintain a tidy & organized work area? i don't know about that...

anyways, tonight is my absolute last night here (at 277 Lauder -- now you stalkers can eat my dust!!!!...
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i'm happy.

sometimes all it takes is change (new home, no ghosts) and a good song (common.come close. electric circus)

how are you today?
and what song are you listening to?