why am I still awake?
it's 3:35am
this is ridiculous
I got out of bed to hear the silence
and to sneak up a little bit on time
I can't believe it's February
a spit of a month
will be over before i realize it's started
soon it will be March...soon...
I wonder when time will take its choke-hold off of me...
I think by...
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it's 3:35am
this is ridiculous
I got out of bed to hear the silence
and to sneak up a little bit on time
I can't believe it's February
a spit of a month
will be over before i realize it's started
soon it will be March...soon...
I wonder when time will take its choke-hold off of me...
I think by...
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trembling hands
trembling mind
ink slowly seeping in from your pen
time is time is time is ...holding me tight
as i stretch time into one long moment
til I reach the end of time
and I wonder if I will sleep tonight
and wake up the same
as yesterday
'cause if time stand stills
...than so do I?
trembling mind
ink slowly seeping in from your pen
time is time is time is ...holding me tight
as i stretch time into one long moment
til I reach the end of time
and I wonder if I will sleep tonight
and wake up the same
as yesterday
'cause if time stand stills
...than so do I?
clyde_d_:
Yeah I know....................I will make sure I take some pictures of yours truly smiling just for you. 
today is a day.
bit of a shit day.
seeped in from yesterday. the day. not the shit. but maybe some shit.. there's always shit around me.
I have to find a new place for my little man and me to live.
apparently the landlady downstairs cannot bare to hear the sound of our footsteps above her.
it's probably better this way, anyway. it's time...
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bit of a shit day.
seeped in from yesterday. the day. not the shit. but maybe some shit.. there's always shit around me.
I have to find a new place for my little man and me to live.
apparently the landlady downstairs cannot bare to hear the sound of our footsteps above her.
it's probably better this way, anyway. it's time...
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clyde_d_:
Wander on then good gypsy.................and I will see you when our dusty trails meet up again.
got some fresh air this morning when I walked my son to school.
completed a few projects.
did a lot of healthy cursing and screaming under my pillow (the screams under the pillow, the curses allover the fucking place)
I ate some potatoes with onions and tuna
made peace with a faun
and now I am of sound mind again. I think 
completed a few projects.
did a lot of healthy cursing and screaming under my pillow (the screams under the pillow, the curses allover the fucking place)
I ate some potatoes with onions and tuna
made peace with a faun
and now I am of sound mind again. I think
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clyde_d_:
You could never frighten me in a million years...........keep on wankin' fair one!!!!!!!! 
vincet:
clyde barrow & bonnie parker. I'm kittin' 
again, the rotting from the inside out is happening in my head.
I am evil, pure evil and the worst of it is that I am conscious enough to actually see it.
what kind of horrible torture it is to not only be completely fucked in the head, but to have just enough sanity on the peripherals of your own mind machine to see your...
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I am evil, pure evil and the worst of it is that I am conscious enough to actually see it.
what kind of horrible torture it is to not only be completely fucked in the head, but to have just enough sanity on the peripherals of your own mind machine to see your...
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vincet:
human have choice.
De toute manire je commence vous aimer. Dernier message avant pause.
De toute manire je commence vous aimer. Dernier message avant pause.
vincet:
Je le sais. Soyez sans crainte. Bien vous.
i'm about to pull a lot of creative shit out of my ass.
instant inspiration and vision
it will be good.
I can pull anything off.
desperacy makes for the best creativity.
no sleep yet i've been dreaming all weekend.
no one must know what a true wanker I am.
no one.
just you and I
shhhhhhh
don't tell my secrets
instant inspiration and vision
it will be good.
I can pull anything off.
desperacy makes for the best creativity.
no sleep yet i've been dreaming all weekend.
no one must know what a true wanker I am.
no one.
just you and I
shhhhhhh
don't tell my secrets
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vincet:
bonne nuit dlicieuse GypsyGrrrl 
uberllama:
Yep I beat the cold/flu/whatever it was I had in a day. Cold F/X is the nectar of the gods. All hail Don Cherry.
and I knew
I was close to you
and I knew
catch me fly
in the sun
cath me drinking
of your wine
(-Mazzy song)
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I found a hole last night...
a hole between here and there.
and I ripped it open
to crawl through to you.
every part of me is trying to figure out what is real and what is figmented from...
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I was close to you
and I knew
catch me fly
in the sun
cath me drinking
of your wine
(-Mazzy song)
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I found a hole last night...
a hole between here and there.
and I ripped it open
to crawl through to you.
every part of me is trying to figure out what is real and what is figmented from...
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vincet:
I'll be very pleased to flow inside you.
uberllama:
The mind fuck is totally normal. Or at the very least, I am going through the exact same thing, so you are not alone. My anxiety started around 29, but I have this feeling (wild hope?) it'll ease up once I actually pass the big 3-0 (12 days and counting).
And whatever happened to Mazzy Star? I thought she was supposed to be doing a new album a while back but never heard anything since Among My Swan.
My anxiety started around 29, but I have this feeling (wild hope?) it'll ease up once I actually pass the big 3-0 (12 days and counting).
And whatever happened to Mazzy Star? I thought she was supposed to be doing a new album a while back but never heard anything since Among My Swan.
work work work
it's morning and I am back to work.
seems all I do is work. with a few hugs and kisses and cuddles thrown in at the very beginning of the day and at the end (with my son, of course!)
sometimes the monotony is broken with a little bit of primal satisfaction in the wee hours of the night... how I thrive...
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it's morning and I am back to work.
seems all I do is work. with a few hugs and kisses and cuddles thrown in at the very beginning of the day and at the end (with my son, of course!)
sometimes the monotony is broken with a little bit of primal satisfaction in the wee hours of the night... how I thrive...
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vincet:
Sorry ILY
deezaster:
I miss you.... 
I feel like it has been AGES since we've had proper time together, just to chat, and chill out...
I hope I can scoot out on Sunday for a bit, depending, of course, on how well Luke is at that point...
He has a fever again My poor baby...
I'll call you sometime tomorrow - hopefully I won't have the phone wrestled away from me this time
later dudette,
d.
I feel like it has been AGES since we've had proper time together, just to chat, and chill out...
I hope I can scoot out on Sunday for a bit, depending, of course, on how well Luke is at that point...
He has a fever again
My poor baby...
I'll call you sometime tomorrow - hopefully I won't have the phone wrestled away from me this time
later dudette,
d.
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vincet:
Your eyes dear, your eyes ...
clyde_d_:
Great words to go with great pictures.
I was looking at the picture where you have your hands on your face and after a while it seems like each of your eyes are looking in the opposite direction.
Its creepy and beautiful at the same time. I don't know maybe I am the only one that saw it like that.
P.S. My damn picture didn't post either when I tried.
I was looking at the picture where you have your hands on your face and after a while it seems like each of your eyes are looking in the opposite direction.
Its creepy and beautiful at the same time. I don't know maybe I am the only one that saw it like that.
P.S. My damn picture didn't post either when I tried.
I'm super sick.
the rotting, swelling, pussing evil is moving down my body now. It's covered my head, my throat and is now pounding away at my chest. i've never been in this much pain before. codeine is my best friend. were I not a mother to a minor, I'd be chasing my little codeine buddies down with a shot of Jaggermeister each. oh, but...
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the rotting, swelling, pussing evil is moving down my body now. It's covered my head, my throat and is now pounding away at my chest. i've never been in this much pain before. codeine is my best friend. were I not a mother to a minor, I'd be chasing my little codeine buddies down with a shot of Jaggermeister each. oh, but...
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uberllama:
Water -- lots. Sleep -- lots. Sealab 2021 (just wait until the little one is asleep before you turn it on). I guarantee a speedy and enjoyable recovery.
uberllama:
So now I need to uncover the core of my guilt? So that toilets stop overflowing in my dreams?
In other news, I am also officially sick. I'm praying to the god Cold F/X that I somehow kick it in a single day.
In other news, I am also officially sick. I'm praying to the god Cold F/X that I somehow kick it in a single day.