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gypsygrrrl

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Thursday Aug 25, 2005

Aug 25, 2005
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tonight is an another all-nighter. hopefully the last of the work-week. I'm becoming a zombie, but oddly enough I feel quite happy. "up," so to speak, rather down the usual "down" that accompanies extreme fatigue and robot-ness. Probably cause it feels good to be working so hard at something that I actually feel good about. and I feel myself so strongly on the brink of change. I am getting that same humming of energy around me that I got the last time something life-altering was about to happen in my life. Things are changing. in a big way. I can feel it...

ok. work. focus. while I am still conscious.

Tonight I'm listening to my man, Common. Like Water for Chocolate.

I liked who I was in your eyes. But I love who I am without you looking at me.
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step:
> it is normal to notice the opposite sex

Oh yes. Agreed. Holy crap your powers of perception are at fucking Yoda strength. Keep 'em there. wink

I think that since April tho I have so supressed that urge that when I started "crotch sniffing" yesterday (hee hee) it was like, "oh yea, girls...i like girls (women...whatever)."

I took it pretty hard on the chin after this breakup and must have just disengaged that crotch sniffing part of my brain.

Anyway, agreed. Casual dating is about all I can handle. Besides I am only here for another couple of months so it would not be fair to another to get all serious - then bail. Sorry. Not built that way.

And thanks for the the tip about replying. Woops. Sheesh.. blush
Aug 26, 2005
uberllama:
Happiness is good. If only because it means you will abuse me less, due to a lack of pent up anger and frustration.

kiss
Aug 26, 2005

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