gypsygrrrl

didn't get mcuh sleep last night - sort of in and out of sleep. was woken woke up at 3:00am by a thirsty kid and couldn't get my mind to stop turning after that. Eventually I just accepted the fact that lying there in bed waiting for sleep to blanket me would be an effort made in vain, so I got up and surfed the net til I got bored. 5am, smoke a dash of pot, thinking that might get me all sleepy... but no.. mind still turning... eventually blanked out close to the 6am mark... come 8:45am and my phone is ringing - what the fuck? it's my good friend JR who I just inadvertantly hooked up with a new friend of mine - he was calling after his first date with this girl to ask me if I am playing some kind of sick joke on him. So apparently the date did not go so well. And, being the fucking awesome friend that I am, I got up and listened to him talk about it. so... I think i'll go back to my original and usual stance of "I don't play fucking cupid". people can take care of their own shit.



anyways... drama drama drama... so fucking tired of drama. It seems now that my mind is just sort of naturally gravitating towards anti-drama - ya know, the lighter side. Just can't deal with the drama, the painfully taxing efforts to justify myself in the midst of total misreading/reading between the lines, judging and assuming. I don't fucking have the energy anymore. really. I just don't want anymore drama ever. I'm just fucking living my life, man. c'est tout.