ok, words are now starting to flow... a little disjointed, though, from coughing.
it seems I'v become a night owl. I should be sleeping right now. i promised myself I would. I promised you I would. but i can't quite do it. so much floating around in this head... so many things to do that I am almost tempted to turn everything in on itself and just do nothing. fuck it. I'll just be. be. be. terrible, horrible, evil, dirty me. wonderful, beautiful, vibrant me. my tea is cold. more an invasion to my throat now than the warm caress it was just a few minutes ago. cold tea. cold me. numb. felt so much that there is a numbing lull now. lull. luv. lust. lung. cough. fuck!
can't sleep.
it seems I'v become a night owl. I should be sleeping right now. i promised myself I would. I promised you I would. but i can't quite do it. so much floating around in this head... so many things to do that I am almost tempted to turn everything in on itself and just do nothing. fuck it. I'll just be. be. be. terrible, horrible, evil, dirty me. wonderful, beautiful, vibrant me. my tea is cold. more an invasion to my throat now than the warm caress it was just a few minutes ago. cold tea. cold me. numb. felt so much that there is a numbing lull now. lull. luv. lust. lung. cough. fuck!
can't sleep.
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mistyfly:
my second favorite tom robbins is Another Road Side Attraction...do you still live in T.O...i lived there for 5 years, i'm a York U drop out. I miss TO, such nostagia...I hope you feel better, put some lemon and honey in your preferably warm soothing tea! i used to be a graphic/makeup artist, and now i am a travel advisor (as it seems traveling is the thing i do best)...
ruicosta:
Souds like you got waht i had... get well love.. 
