Monday Aug 01, 2005

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...really trying hard not to let the silence pull me down. I don't understand the silence. What I do understand about it, I don't like.

the silence tells a story that I wish I did not hear so clearly.

Monday Aug 01, 2005

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as much as I hate my brain often for it's over-pensiveness and outrageously analytical nature, at the same time I respect this wad of grey matter sitting in my skull . It has a way of evolving - of opening and absorbing and learning. And it feels like its in evolution overdrive right now.

I feel like there's a clarity in me. more so than...
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Sunday Jul 31, 2005

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alright!

so today is ANOTHER gorgeous day in Toronto. Unbelievable how great the weather has been lately. No, I am NOT the newly elected embassador to the weather in Toronto, but i can't help but comment on it since it seems to so greatly (but very latently) affect the moods of people (me for sure).

So, beautiful weather here and it's giving me a bit...
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uberllama:
I feel like I've just read the transcript of an episode of My Little Pony. You're not supposed to be that positive about life. There's nothing wrong with downsizing. Physical things just weigh us down anyway and think about how much less cleaning you'll have to do!

Relationships... oi. Yes they take time and practice and tolerance, but what happens when you just get bored? Disillusioned? Unattracted? Anyways, getting into stuff I said I never would on this site.

Saturday Jul 30, 2005

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today is really beautiful day.

sun. fresh air. Sylus.

i don't want to be sad.

but i am

Monday Jun 13, 2005

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it's June 13

why am I still able to update my page?????

i better not be getting billed for this ARRR!!!

Saturday Jun 11, 2005

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today is June 11

my account is ending OFFICIALLY this Monday, the 13th.

it's about fucking time.

this garden grew me a flower so lovely... it changed my life forever. i've never known love like this before. thank you, SG. I take the love with me.

take it easy, v. don't get drunk on the sweet perfume of the SG flowers. the poisonous one is...
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uberllama:
wink Ciao bella.

Saturday Jun 11, 2005

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an upward climb

sometimes the muscles cramp up.

so we have to take a moment to loosen up and work them muscles...

so that the muscles can truly be strong enough... for the rest of this fucking climb.

i heard the air up there is fresh..

Friday Jun 10, 2005

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Q: who do you turn to when the pain is too much, if not the one you love? correction: "love"

A: S fucking G and the young girls with open legs. whatever

Thursday Jun 09, 2005

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skull

Sunday Jun 05, 2005

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too busy for love?
but the fruit of the labour is sweet, i think.

another hot day.
HOT
i think its cooler in here.
poor kid is confined to the living room again while mommy works to meet a deadline

Sy this morning: "mommy, I wish daddy was here to play with me"
Mommy: "me too, Sy"

TRUE STORY

fucking hell. I wonder what he...
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Wednesday Jun 01, 2005

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I'm not really here. Just a figment of your imagination. what ever are you doing here, anyway? prying? ogling? snooping? checking in? lurking? shoo! away with your dirty self, intruder!!! nipples come in all shapes and sizes. who would have thought...? who knew that your nose dripped when you smelled the lilacs? how many keyboards would be found to have traces (if not bucketloads) of...
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leola76:
I enjoyed a nice double-scoop, chocolate fudge brownie and pecan swirl ice-cream today. It was deeeeeeeeeeeeeee-lish! (smacking lips)

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uberllama:
It's beeen rainy and English here, but I don't mind. I've just been indoors working 24/7 anyway. Up until 3am yesterday compositing images and prepping some print work. Today I am a bleery eyed zombie (who must still work all day today, Sat, and Sun to meet a deadline). puke
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