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ok, since it's one of those days where I have my son at home with me and my working abilities are hence limited, I think I can afford to kill a few moments making an entry into my SG journal in the middle of a work day.

soooooo....
I have a declaration to make. but I'm not doing it in a giddy, retarded, swollen sex...
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vincet:
kiss
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today I am obsessing over cowgirl boots!

not my usual thing, but there's something about a funky pair of cowgirl boots that makes me all giddy... i think if I don't get a pair soon, I will not be truly me.. haha, so dramatic!

I'm currently bidding on two pairs on e-bay and one pair I am just eyeballing because it's wayyyyyy out of my...
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slowtron:
Bring it Gigi wink If I can take on motoring zombies... Oh, and I'm surpised Uber finds country stuff repugnant when he enjoys those buttless chaps so much... I'll have to talk to him about it - though he looks smashing in those...
uberllama:
Um, no. smile I can't imagine a more frightening sight than myself in assless chaps. Death to country!
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vincet:
"YOU YOU YOU" - Song by Mr Gerard for YOU
slowtron:
Positivity? I could use some of that today - not to mention some sleep. Ya know, if uberllama stopped asking me to go for breakfast with him I'd relply sooner. Supahgay re-enforcement. That's what he gets for calling me coy smile

So thanks for the welcome and I do have a feeling I'm going to enjoy offending people. Uh, I mean expressing myself pixeliciously.
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with every millimeter of good follows a meter of bad...

so the smile melts away and the sun quickly plummeths to its death. fucking fuck fuck fuck!

BIG QUESTION OF THE DAY:
how do you trust yourself when you are self aware enough to know that you've misjudged in the past but not self aware enough to know when your judgement is wrong or right?...
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vincet:
biggrin
vincet:
miao!!
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vincet:
who's that guy? intense moment. Anyways the time seemed beautiful for you. kiss
vincet:
"so much, can be sure!" says the faun to Mrs P.
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ok. I feel a touch less.... full of dispair? is that how I came off in yesterday's journal entry?

I think I'm just ready to kick it. to break this shit down. strip it down to nothing. to before nothing. and build up. build up good. strong. tall. beautiful. proud. that's all. so I've resolved to stop the spinning. the cycle of shit-head to shit-toe....
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vincet:
kiss naturally miao!! slow motion hand on your enveloppe kiss
mistyfly:
if you are planning a trip to Europe, check out www.flyzoom.com great deals on flights smile
sounds like you are in for a great weekend! wink
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today i must vent

I hate fucking magazine people. they are of the most shallow ilk. entertainment and fashion magazines tend to harbor the most disgusting, low-life, ego-centric types. their heads are so far up their asses that really, there's no intrusive enough instrument out there to fish them out. People die around them, deadly diseases, pain, suffering, great new miracles in science developing... so...
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vincet:
Don't forget the sun - you're the sun! kiss
uberllama:
You'll feel better in the morning. The company I work for also specializes in providing images and type for a large range of companies. mostly marketing and advertising, so I often think the same things you'e venting about. The best way to deal with it is to appreciate your own creative process instead of the end product and target. Most people in the world simply consume, whereas you create. That's about all I can think to say at this hour. Chin up, buttercup.
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vincet:
fuck the king allemand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mad
mistyfly:
hello gyspy pixie! do you ever go on road trips?
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ok, what's going on around here in SG land?
It seems like everybody has gone off on a long walk.
Is journaling not sacred to anyone?

That's it! I'm going fishing!

mad ARRR!!!
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uberllama:
kiss

I was in Edmonton all weekend. It ended up being quite shite, as I strained my intercostal muscles (the muscles between your ribs) on my left side while working out last week, and it hit big time while I was away. Imagine only being able to take half a breath and then being speared in the chest by a speeding screwdriver every single time you breathe. Very exhausting. No ping-pong for me tonight. Just drugs and hopefully some sleep...
uberllama:
I had to go to some 'wedding thing.' And we are not getting old!!! No way. I take some comfort from the fact that I've always been a bit fragile. smile
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still growling
still restless
still hungry
ravenous
insatiable
irate, at moments
problem solving
planning
plotting
wanting
not having
longing
desiring
gritted teeth
clenched fists
anger
impatience
discontent

fuck this shit, I'm outta here! gone to take a walk
mad
UPDATE: didn't end up taking the walk - freakin' blizzard out there... damn it all!!!!!! so dam n foul and rotten today! BLEED ALREADY, BLEEEEEEEEEEED!!!! mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad EL SUICIDO LOCO does anyone...
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vincet:
love EL SUICIDO LOCO miao!!
melitta:
ever since I moved to my parents place, life in Bp seems lame... ahhh, oh well its not that bad anyhow... whatever
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i'm a little stressed.

my body is doing strange things... very strange things. it's like I'm not myself. what the hell is going on? I'm not happy in my own skin right now. agitated. nervous. but not so nervous. just uncomfortable. bloated. gross. maybe i need a shower. maybe I need to take a walk. maybe I need a labatomy. confused whatever

is it the moon?
is...
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vincet:
"i can'not survive!", said the little chicken. kiss
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Why don't we do it in the road?
No one will be watching us
Why don't we do it in the road?


today's soundtrack:
The White Album - the Beatles

today's food craving:
potatoes and eggs

today's workload:
moderate to heavy

today's mood:
good. positive. sturdy. strong. fun.

today's coffee consumption (so far @ 10:35am):
2 cups
update - (so far @ 4:15pm): 3 cups...
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vincet:
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