Well break is over and I'm back at school 
Break was spent sleeping, eating and being disgruntled.
The last weekend however I got to spend with my love and it was wonderful. He has really cool...uhh...classmates I guess you call them? It was very needed and relaxing and rejuvinating and I wish I could just stay there and live in his closet. I missed him sosososo much. It just sucks cause I can't stay on his campus so we have to get a hotel room and its expensive cause its the city. BTW city drivers are fucking crazy. So much worse than Boston drivers. Well not worse just scarier.
And I acutally got a good amount of work done while I was there. And I had drive and motivation and confidence that I could get it all done.....
and now I'm back at school and all that has gone out the window. Back to my body and mind feeling like shit (cause not only do I still have mono and can't do anything physical....which is killing me....my tummy hurts)
I suddenly remember everything I have to do and am feeling the crunch and I'm scared. And I get depressed and then I can't do anything because I'm upset and it makes me more upset etc etc. I think I was feeling like that so much last semester that the feeling is now tied to my room and its making me angsty? Maybe I'm just crazy.
It's just I'm getting stressed. which is not going to make me get better, which will make me more stressed. I just need like a month of nothing. Which will never happen. And I was reading somewhere a bunch of people talking about getting cronic fatigue syndrom from mono. Great. Just what I need. Because before mono I get cranky if I don't get 9 or 10 hours of sleep a night. I hate sleeping so much. Theres so much I want to do!! ARRGGGGG.
Offically rejected from Brandeis today.
Girls I hang out with (well one really) is still annoying me. Today she said to me "you know everything you say starts with..'so I was on SG...' " I wanted to say
1) You haven't seen me in a week
2) I've mentioned a lot of thing latly which had no relation...apperently you weren't paying attention
3) Everything you talk about has to do with you fiction class and I DONT CARE!!
*sigh*
The 1,000 SG has my tattoos
Though mine are black and thus stand out more. I'm not sure if I likeit or not. She has a lot of other georgeouse tattoos. I just kinda wanted to be orginal. I guess I should have known someone else would have thought of it too. At least her set went up on Ostara (spring equinox)
Break was spent sleeping, eating and being disgruntled.
The last weekend however I got to spend with my love and it was wonderful. He has really cool...uhh...classmates I guess you call them? It was very needed and relaxing and rejuvinating and I wish I could just stay there and live in his closet. I missed him sosososo much. It just sucks cause I can't stay on his campus so we have to get a hotel room and its expensive cause its the city. BTW city drivers are fucking crazy. So much worse than Boston drivers. Well not worse just scarier.
And I acutally got a good amount of work done while I was there. And I had drive and motivation and confidence that I could get it all done.....
and now I'm back at school and all that has gone out the window. Back to my body and mind feeling like shit (cause not only do I still have mono and can't do anything physical....which is killing me....my tummy hurts)
I suddenly remember everything I have to do and am feeling the crunch and I'm scared. And I get depressed and then I can't do anything because I'm upset and it makes me more upset etc etc. I think I was feeling like that so much last semester that the feeling is now tied to my room and its making me angsty? Maybe I'm just crazy.
It's just I'm getting stressed. which is not going to make me get better, which will make me more stressed. I just need like a month of nothing. Which will never happen. And I was reading somewhere a bunch of people talking about getting cronic fatigue syndrom from mono. Great. Just what I need. Because before mono I get cranky if I don't get 9 or 10 hours of sleep a night. I hate sleeping so much. Theres so much I want to do!! ARRGGGGG.
Offically rejected from Brandeis today.
Girls I hang out with (well one really) is still annoying me. Today she said to me "you know everything you say starts with..'so I was on SG...' " I wanted to say
1) You haven't seen me in a week
2) I've mentioned a lot of thing latly which had no relation...apperently you weren't paying attention
3) Everything you talk about has to do with you fiction class and I DONT CARE!!
*sigh*
The 1,000 SG has my tattoos
Though mine are black and thus stand out more. I'm not sure if I likeit or not. She has a lot of other georgeouse tattoos. I just kinda wanted to be orginal. I guess I should have known someone else would have thought of it too. At least her set went up on Ostara (spring equinox)
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timeandtimeagain:
cool....i'l start a huntin'
irishmykl:
Thanks for the MySpace add. So spring break wasnt that eventful huh? oh well go back and learn something