Theres a million thoughts in my head and I can't get them out. I've been wanting to type this to try to get some of it out and once I get this screen up I blank. I couldn't fall asleep last night....I have friggin mono. I'm tired as hell, and I can't sleep. Mostly because I'm too hungry.
I. HATE. MONO.
I'm sick of sleeping. I have too much to do, too much I want to do and I can't do any of it. Which makes me stress out. Which is not helping me get better. Fuckin A.
At least I'm going down to see my boy tomorrow for the weekend before having to go back to school.
So I probably won't be able to work the rest of the semester because of mono. I already have to take a couple weekends off for a math conference and to help M3fr33ky get his car. But I need the money. But I also need to focus on school. But I like work its fun. But I want to hang out with my friends on the weekends.
I am just so fed up with the math dept and the classes that I'm taking that I don't care about (well two of them). But I need to finish this up and graduate with my friends. Also my dad bought a $150 frame to put my degree in so I don't want that wasted. Besides the fact that there are people who think I am becoming a huge failure and won't graduate because I'm a stripper...oh right and I have mono and my meds were making me tired.
But I've been looking online, trying to find a school to go to next year for animal science. Its a little late to apply, though so have rolling admissions so I might be able to make it. Or apply for spring semester and work for a bit first. I have to figure out what m3fr33ky is doing first. He might be out in Seattle after May so I kinda have to look at a wide varity of schools. *sigh* and most are here in Mass too.
It will be a little while longer till I hear about my set. I guess the CD got lost in the mail. I did learn how to make a .zip file on here though but this connection at home is too slow to do it.
I'm just twitchy and annoyed and stressed and sick.
And I never see my friends enough or keep in good enough touch with them. Along with a million other things I never do enough of.
I. HATE. MONO.
I'm sick of sleeping. I have too much to do, too much I want to do and I can't do any of it. Which makes me stress out. Which is not helping me get better. Fuckin A.
At least I'm going down to see my boy tomorrow for the weekend before having to go back to school.
So I probably won't be able to work the rest of the semester because of mono. I already have to take a couple weekends off for a math conference and to help M3fr33ky get his car. But I need the money. But I also need to focus on school. But I like work its fun. But I want to hang out with my friends on the weekends.
I am just so fed up with the math dept and the classes that I'm taking that I don't care about (well two of them). But I need to finish this up and graduate with my friends. Also my dad bought a $150 frame to put my degree in so I don't want that wasted. Besides the fact that there are people who think I am becoming a huge failure and won't graduate because I'm a stripper...oh right and I have mono and my meds were making me tired.
But I've been looking online, trying to find a school to go to next year for animal science. Its a little late to apply, though so have rolling admissions so I might be able to make it. Or apply for spring semester and work for a bit first. I have to figure out what m3fr33ky is doing first. He might be out in Seattle after May so I kinda have to look at a wide varity of schools. *sigh* and most are here in Mass too.
It will be a little while longer till I hear about my set. I guess the CD got lost in the mail. I did learn how to make a .zip file on here though but this connection at home is too slow to do it.
I'm just twitchy and annoyed and stressed and sick.
And I never see my friends enough or keep in good enough touch with them. Along with a million other things I never do enough of.
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