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Grrr. I took my mom in to the hospital today. She had to have a procedure done. Nothing major. But she was a BITCH the whole time. Finally...once we got out of there...(surgery was two hours behind...so we had to wait a while), she decided to go through the drive thru.

Now, I have patiently been sitting with her for the past 5 hours. When...
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It is bad enough to be taken for granted but not getting you anything to eat is downright rude. If it had been a friend doing the driving and waiting you can bet they would have got a "thank you" burger.
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The insomnia has broke! At least for a night anyways....I didn't wake up until 4pm today. Oh well, I deserve it.

I'm hoping to hear back about a couple of jobs this week. I love the job that I have....it just doesn't pay enough. Oh, and I only have 6 hours this week. Who can live off of that?!

Well, it will give me time...
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Pale and interesting is breathtakingly sexy but you are right - PB will want you slightly orange whatever
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Insomnia is a bitch. I haven't been able to get more than 4 hours of sleep each night for about the past month. Something must be eating away at me - but I can't figure out what it could be.

I need to get a second job...I'm broke. Maybe that's it. If I had more money...I would sleep better!

In any case...there is a highlight....
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And at least in Western Europe you don't have to worry about being treated like a big time coke dealer and jailed for 3-5 years if you get caught with a spliff on you.

Once you are a Playmate the opportunities should open up.

Did I mention that I am looking to change career and become a trophy husband? If you want to be in the running to land me you had better start earning big bucks soon,,,
chop13:
I'll buy a carton of smokes for the first inmate that shanks that bitch. wink
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I leave for Toronto in less than two weeks! I'm so freaking excited...but nervous as hell. I'm hoping that my auditions for PB Magazine will go well...but I have this fear that I'll walk through the door and they'll scream "NEXT!". Talk about OUCH.

Still no workd on my SG set...I'll keep you updated.

Friday I'm going to the field days...which means I'll be getting...
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I think it far more likely that you will walk through the door and they will scream "Wow! You are the cuter than a bucket of sugar coated kittens".

Good luck.
gwenevieve:
oink Let's hope so!
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I'm getting my tramp stamp retouched today. I'm nervous! It hurts so bad because my back is too freaking boney! Oh well, it will be worth it!

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OMG! I have soooo much going on. It's insanity. I finished my SG set and mailed it in on Tuesday. Cross your fingers and toes for me that it gets in! On June 18th, I'm going to Toronto to audition for PB Magazine. I doubt I'll get in...but what can it hurt, right?! I'm bringing my two best gal pals with me...so it will be...
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Today I sit and think,

Of all the times have past.

Of simple friends,

and passionate kisses.

When will I be there again?

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How touchingly wistful.

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Careful now, these are the kind of thoughts that usually send me into weeks-long depressions

badronald:
I say create a new future.
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Today, I went out to the cemetary and started my shoot. It should be done by the end of this weekend. I just hope it gets accepted! It was a blast. There were several key moments where all I could do was laugh. Also adding to the fun...I went thru the drive thru in my bathrobe...the people thought I had lost it! Overall, I think...
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Good luck with your set dear, I'm sure it is stunning kiss
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You must still be pretty hungry - I doubt if my brain made more than a snack.
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I got my Marilyn Manson tickets! I get to see him August 10th in Toronto, Canada. I've never been able to see him in concert before...so I'm fucking ecstatic! love It'll be a wonderful show...especially because pot is supposedly LEGAL in Toronto!
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I hope the legality doesn't take the fun out of it.
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Recently, I have had a lot of time to think. It's made me realize that as a society, we don't necessarily work for material items. Instead, we work so that we can be needed.

Now to be needed in this society we have so foolishly created, is to be wanted. The point? People don't go out and by a new mercedes benz because it's what...
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You would soon tire of the awful weather.
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Sultry new profile pics. love

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In the middle one I can see right up your nose tongue