gweiloken

This is a little overdue considering that I joined on the 2nd and my first entry is on the 3rd. There is a good reason for that, and let the Irony abound.

I was side tracked due to the fact that a friend of mine was contimplating suicide, ( see the Irony ). The day I join a site called Suicide Girls is the same day that I have to talk a suicidal girl down.

It kept me up all night and I am extremely tired right now as I write this. It was all over the fact that she feels that she is alone, and will always be alone. She leads herself down this path, it is of her own doing. She is constantly getting into nowhere realationships that she in turn self destructs becasue they don't meet her standard of LOVE RIGHT NOW.

So now I sit here and wonder why do people feel that, that is the way out. It is such a look at me act. It is the biggest ego stroke in history. They say it is not about that, but the fact that they always write now look at what you did to me. It is a giant cry for help that will never be answered to the one that is crying for it. They go silent when they should talk and then wonder why no one listens.

If you know someone that may be going through things like this, take the time and listen to them. Not what they are saying with words, but what they are saying with their actions. You may save a life...