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I've had a bad day......I woke up early 'cause I couldn't sleep due to bad dreams, so I got on my 'puter. My ex IM'ed me...she was drunk(midnight in her timezone) and we just got to chatting....at some point in the conversation it came up that a mutual friend of ours had let it be known that I still had feelings for her (the ex).....a conversation I had been avoiding because I knew the response, just didn't wanna hear it. So there I was at 9 am, having to deal with this flood of emotions...............fuck that! So I had 2 options.....waste the day and drink myself silly tonight and start smoking again.....or make use of some of the frustration and exercise....so I exercised....needless to say, I'm coughing up a lung now (never got my cough looked at) and I'm sore......and still feel like ass.....I give up! I love love as much as the next bloke, but I've had enough......