gweggums

So I've come to the realization that as much self loathing I toss my own way, I have developed a rather bad habit of vanity. I find myself primping and checking myself in mirrors or really any reflective surfaces. Maybe it's less vanity and more self-consciousness....I feel like I have to look a certain way and care way too much what I think people think of me. Is this what teenagers go through? I've never cared before...but I find myself asking others if I look ok, and I'm really wanting to do something to change my image so I keep obsessing about my hair....should I cut it? shouldn't I? should I dye it a funky color? should I just leave it the hell alone? ARGH! Why the hell do I even care? I've always been a jeans, t-shirt, flannel and Chuck's kinda guy....maybe I shouldn't have quit psychology so quickly...maybe I coulda learned to deal with this....ah well