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Tuesday Jan 18, 2005

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So my little game of Journal tag with my Little Kiwi friend Unnethe cheered me up quite a bit. But then, after doing my usual overthinking of the situation I was a little down (not yer fault)....It got me thinking, I can meet some great people on the internet, some of them are people I would love to hang with, to be with, and generally be REAL friends with....but none of you are near me.....my closest friend on my list lives no where near Indiana. I have a bunch of people on SG who tell me I'm hot...but I don't get much of that here.....I realized yesterday that this city is killing me, little by little sucking my will to be alive. Not in a end it all sort of thing, but in a way that I don't experience anything....."this is life man...it's all we've got" I need to get out, but I have no means. I've robbed myself of my childhood trying to grow up, now I regret it...I wanna be a rebel, I wanna party all night, I wanna live in a crappy apartment in the middle of a kick ass town! frown Maybe after I get outta school.....I love you all, don't feel bad for me, just don't let yerself be sucked dry by life, fight back and suck the very marrow from its bones!
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unnethe:


Too late sukka!

For serious, I know what you mean. We could rock out and game together, and then I'd stuff maltesers up your nose after you fell asleep from days of White Wolf, which would result in a large-scale water-gun fight, but I'd fill my gun with vinegar. ARRR!!! I've invented this awesome senario, but we can't act it out. frown

Unfortunately, you just have to wait until you can move to where you want to go. Just keep powering on at school, hang out with positive friends you love, make new friends. I'm having kinda the same problem, so I'm joining the university fencing club to meet new people.

But you'd still love me if I was Jeff Goldblum...right?



Right? surreal
Jan 18, 2005
jenya:
ah yes.....i love that movie "Eternal Sunshine" really makes you think..............perhaps not in the most sunshiney way sometimes though
Jan 18, 2005

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