Fuck it all.....why do we even make plans? Why do we even dream and hope for a life better than what we have? Why....when every thing just falls apart anyway? I just got done talking to my girlfriend....I guess you'd say she's my EX now.....I understand that she's worried because she's going away for a while, but....she just broke up with me.....fuck her...I loved her and she threw it all away.....I can't type any more......... 
but you will find the right one...it just takes some time