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Going to Alabama next week for work but I don't know what there is to do in Alabama.

Been single for about a month now and hey guess what it fucking sucks. Still been doing things and having fun , taking care of my kids but I miss the intimacy that comes with a girlfriend. Any girlfriends, mail order brides, one night stands, booty calls out there. I prefer a girlfriend.

Very lonely.... This is the first time since high school I have not had a girlfriend or significant other. I miss the intimate holding at night when going to bed. I have custody of my kids which keeps me busy but there is no substitute for being able to hold the one you love in your arms and fall asleep .

Today I had to leave the girl that I am in love with in Florida so she can go to Maui and follow her dreams. It is so tough to let go of someone I have dated for 3 1/2 years and love more then anyone I have ever met. I could never ask her to stay here for me but this is one of...
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Ahhh in sunny Florida for the week with nothing to do but eat, sleep, and drink. Now this is a Vacation. Come Saturday I am driving home to Baltimore and on Sunday I am taking custody of my kids from my ex so that they can be raised the right way. By the way I am in Northern Fla by Jacksonville, in High Springs, and...
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Mon. got some new bedroom furniture, looks nice, Tues went to watch Liz Phair in concert, she looked nice. I'm thinking things are going good but then today I come home and have a wet bedroom floor from a hot water heater leak. Now I have to move my new furniture to dry the carpet. What the fuck can't I just have one good week....
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Fuck I am so tired of having feelings, sometimes I wish I felt nothing.

Finally coming home from Oklahoma, where there is absolutely nothing to do. Baltimore might be a bit of a craphole to live in but at least you can always find something to do.

Really life? really do you have to keep kicking me in the ass, I mean c'mon a break would be nice. If not no worries I am tough but don't be upset when I turn the tables and start kicking ass. If life plans on screwing me better watch out I fight back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Flying sucks especially with a 3 hour layover in a small airport. It took me from 7am to 6pm to get to Oklahoma however it does help when drinking lots of rum, it gets expensive to drink in airports but sometimes worth it.