What do you do when you know the future is going to suck ? I know over time things will get better but what do you do when you know that something bad is coming and there is nothing you can do? Nobody said life would be easy but I was not warned how hard it can be. I am not depressed it is more of being scared and have no control over what is to come. Ugg I hate this shit, why can't things just be good ? Why do things have to change, why can't things just be simple and go my way, and be able to be happy without it ending ? Fuck fuck fuck why ? I try and be strong but as tough as I think I am I just get beat down to there is not much left. Where do I turn ? What do I do ? How do I survive ? Sometimes I just don't know. 
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