I've decided that the last few years of my life have been a complete waste. I need to recapture something that I lost quite some years back, what that is i don't know. There seem to be fleeting moments when I feel the same again, but there's just something that isn't there anymore. I think it was my creativity, my drive for life that I used to cherish so much, it just seem like i used to be more comfortable in my skin than I am now. Intense soul searching, a drastic life change, or maybe just a more positive attitude, i'm not sure which is going to work. Maybe i'll try them all.
maladjusted:
Sup Jersey, I to have been lost and found and set adrift..Do something to better yourself it helps. its just a bitch to find the power to take the first steps on the path.