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Well, I have started going to the gym again. Woo!!! I need it. I love working out when I am there. I just hate making myself go. Once I get over that hurdle I am usually good. The gym is my secret to sanity, or, well, something resembling sanity anyway. I love the autumn but winter always puts me in a funk so the gym boosts my spirit back into the realm of basic happiness. It won't hurt to drop some more weight either. My current weight today is 204. Down from my high of 219. So far, so good. My goal, of course, is still quite a way at 175 but I am willing to work my ass off (my stomach really) to get there. Between losing weight and trying to get this uber-cool job at Lewis and Clark I could be a happy, happy man going into 2005. It would be nice to start 2005 on a positive note. I certainly need it after the terror of 2004. For those who don't know let me give a rundown of my terrible year. My dad walked out on my mom. I developed some weird joint virus/arthritis thing that left me pretty hobbled for months on end (December-March). I kept bumping around terrible part time and temp jobs so I have no health insurance and I am still stuck living with my mom and sister. Nearly all my friends began new relationships that have lasted, leaving me the lone single-guy a fair chunk of the time. Oh yeah, and as a final up-yours from God, my football team, the Chiefs, stinks worse than a skunk dipped in ass. I'm not really an angry person but if my life continues to stagger like a three-legged dog, I might just have to freak out a little. Please, 2005, let me know that busting my ass all my life to make things work will pay off in some small way.


I added a couple of photos. They aren't very good but I needed some more on here.