I sat at my desk this morning watching the sunrise ,as I have for the past three days of my tour. I have had about 6 hours sleep since Sunday 3:50pm. Just living on energy drinks and caffeine pills. After going through a uncontrolled volley of yawning with the nurse I work the last 16 hours with we got into a conversation about why the only people that ever call the project for me are ex-girl friends.
I told her that they like the fact I work Psych(mental health) so they get their heads shrank for free. So it came up that all of them but, one still keep in touch and we go out every blue moon. She then told me that when women do that with a man it is for sex. At first I was put off, because I am very good at reading people (well honestly , psych related issue ) women tend to confuse me when it comes to the attraction vs friend. She wouldnt stop laughing . She told me how can you be so Zen at solving treatment issues and be clueless when a girl is hitting on you . I was sort of hurt cause the comments made me feel like a man hoe and that the ex(s) were using me to get their cookies with no strings. But I had to admit that when I cut off the sex I did find we had less contact or really none . SOOOOOOOO my question for you in the loop ladies is . Am I being played for the man hoe ? I really feel stupid cause till the nurse pointed it out I thought that I just had a very good relationship with most of them and we were being mature about our life choices. DUH!
So let me know am I correct or just a man hoe.
I told her that they like the fact I work Psych(mental health) so they get their heads shrank for free. So it came up that all of them but, one still keep in touch and we go out every blue moon. She then told me that when women do that with a man it is for sex. At first I was put off, because I am very good at reading people (well honestly , psych related issue ) women tend to confuse me when it comes to the attraction vs friend. She wouldnt stop laughing . She told me how can you be so Zen at solving treatment issues and be clueless when a girl is hitting on you . I was sort of hurt cause the comments made me feel like a man hoe and that the ex(s) were using me to get their cookies with no strings. But I had to admit that when I cut off the sex I did find we had less contact or really none . SOOOOOOOO my question for you in the loop ladies is . Am I being played for the man hoe ? I really feel stupid cause till the nurse pointed it out I thought that I just had a very good relationship with most of them and we were being mature about our life choices. DUH!
So let me know am I correct or just a man hoe.
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