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Monday May 20, 2013

May 19, 2013
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Hi everyone!!!

I've been a busy lady!!

I had a burlesque show last Saturday at a great new bar in Columbus, Bossy Grrl's Pin-Up Joint. We have a show there the second Saturday of every month, it's definitely one of my favorite venues to perform at!




I've been working on a concept for a new number to Daft Punk's song "Get Lucky". I'm excited to see it all come together.



I'm supposed to have a show this Friday at Circus in Columbus, I'm going to try to do 1 number (I usually do 3 at this show). I just don't know about hooping/undressing while I'm working on this


I go to Anna Banana at Evolved. My next appointment is Wednesday, and I'll have one more after that. I can't wait for this to be done!!

On a serious note, I've been kind of having a hard time lately. As many of you know, my mom was diagnosed with cancer last summer. It's been hard because I've been her emotional support system through everything, which I'm grateful to be able to do, but it's hard when I don't have anyone there for me. She's done with chemo and doing pretty well, it's all really taken a toll on me, I can't imagine how she feels. I wish I had someone in my life I felt close enough to confide in.

Last week I found out one of my friends has stage 1 leukemia and no health insurance. I'm really scared for him. Because they caught it so early, his treatment looks like it will be easier. It's hard seeing so many strong people get sick.

To add to my recent insecurities, another one of my friend's had her apartment broken into last week. She was asleep on the couch and THEY STOLE HER IPAD OFF OF HER STOMACH WHILE SHE WAS ASLEEP. She didn't even wake up!

Then over the weekend, I hung out with an ex that I hadn't seen in 6 months. We lived together for a year and a half when we broke up last October. With everything going on with my mom at the time, I never had the time or energy to process the breakup and all of these intense feelings came back. I'm not angry anymore, but I was really sad. I guess I'm not entirely sure how I feel.


I've still be trying the dating thing. I went out with someone I could really like on Saturday, but we'll see how it pans out. If nothing comes of this, I think I'm going to put dating on the back burner for awhile. I've been kind of sad and lonely lately, and I really want someone to go camping with and cuddle and other couple-y things. Someone I can just relax around. I'm not willing to comprise though, and I'm just not finding anyone who compliments my specific kind of weirdness!!




In more exciting news, I have a new set "Say Yes" coming out Friday May 24th at 3pm!!


Waikiki shot this at the Florida shootfest last fall.


I really love this set and I hope it does well!! I really want to be on the FP again!


SPOILERS! (Click to view)




My last two sets are still hanging out in MR, show me some love if you like them!

Gateway shot by SoBelle




Like It Hot shot by DylanBorgman



Have a great day everyone!!! Don't forget to mark your calendars for my new set on Friday!!!

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
johnnydiscard:
I'm usually The Shoulder (TM) for my friends, but it is nice to be able to have someone else play that role when I really need it. I don't know if it would help, but maybe you could get a paper journal or maybe write into Secret Post (or similar). That way you could get your feelings out without feeling personally judged. Or do like I sometimes do: just get drunk and tell strangers your problems. That's probably less of a good idea for most people though.

Good luck with everything. Hugs.
May 20, 2013
ron4164:
love love
Aweosme set Gunner!
May 24, 2013

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