If anyone gives a ratsazzz, I have new pics online of trip ayear ago through NW Europe. I have some that look better, but only on film. I will have more pics of Wurzburg and Rothenburg.
i hate the feeling of emptiness and the fear that i will not love anyone else. My friend claims there may be some people with interests in me, but my closeness to soldiers may hurt it. He claims one believes i would be more attractive if my hair was long again. i don't believe any of it. i think he is just trying to kickstart something, he doesn't realise i have forgotten how to attract anyone. Why would anyone be interested and after what i have done, do i deserve that chance at happiness?
Still no word on where i will be when i come home to visit. Anyone from MD (or near there) interested in hanging out?
Had someone Yahoo message me and though it might be someone with some shared interest. Seemed more like a porn solicitation.
Too tired to care about more.Just feel the need to talk
i hate the feeling of emptiness and the fear that i will not love anyone else. My friend claims there may be some people with interests in me, but my closeness to soldiers may hurt it. He claims one believes i would be more attractive if my hair was long again. i don't believe any of it. i think he is just trying to kickstart something, he doesn't realise i have forgotten how to attract anyone. Why would anyone be interested and after what i have done, do i deserve that chance at happiness?
Still no word on where i will be when i come home to visit. Anyone from MD (or near there) interested in hanging out?
Had someone Yahoo message me and though it might be someone with some shared interest. Seemed more like a porn solicitation.
Too tired to care about more.Just feel the need to talk
I hope things look up for you...I know how that feels and it totally sucked. I know it sounds like a self help book, but just remember that you are completely unique as everyone else is, and that means you have something totally wonderful for someone else to appreciate...okay, done being Dr. Phil...but seriously sweetie, there is someone out there, and you have not lost your ability to attract, its just rusty. Just be fearless and put yourself out there and something great is bound to happen eventually....
smooches...
Dr. Sydni
P.S. everyone deserves happiness...no matter who they are-so what are you gonna do to go get it??
[Edited on Aug 16, 2004 6:50PM]
[Edited on Aug 16, 2004 6:51PM]