Hell, what a boring night. Luckily SHE wasn't there, nut in a way I always hope she is. I needed to bond with someone in the worst way ( I felt the feral side coming out and wanted to share myself with someone) . I wanted to taste someone and all I tasted was beer and Vodka. I have all but given up and now hope to give my energies to others who need. I want to make others whole in the way I know how.
I prayed to the mother for them, for I know she no longer hears my selfish prayers. There are 2 who I now hope to help/have helped. They hopefully know who they are. i can feel how special they are.
Now , the emptional cripple withan ugly duckling complex will pass out from to much booze ( and thanks to any special angel who guided my habd as I drove home ina bad way).
I prayed to the mother for them, for I know she no longer hears my selfish prayers. There are 2 who I now hope to help/have helped. They hopefully know who they are. i can feel how special they are.
Now , the emptional cripple withan ugly duckling complex will pass out from to much booze ( and thanks to any special angel who guided my habd as I drove home ina bad way).
hophead:
oi! Be careful darling! 