gundamzig

Christ, another lame day in Rottenbauer Germany. Had to get up early to be bored out of my mind at work., but I did get to put out the new games and found a gem I didn't know about. It's the Vault of Darkness collection which includes American Mcgee's Alice and Dracula:Resurrection. I almost bought it, but had to have my car fixed still.

I paid for that and it proceeded to burn out it's clutch (which the mechanic had "adjusted") and had to have , of all the people who drove me by, a Jehovah's Witness the only person who would stop and help. All the Ami's who passed, not one stopped for either breakdown. That wraps it up for solidarity. Now I have to fight with the garage on the repairs.

To top it off, my ex-girlfriend, the one who dumped me, can't seem to stop emailing me about things. I now know it will never be, regardless of what my gut instincts told me when I met her, but I can never be sure what she really feels. She has wanted to be an actres so long, I am not sure if she even knows who she is from time to time. She just reminds me of how much i want to be with somone who will not run away if I try to hold them to tight, or I am feeling down, or just want someone to hold my hand.
Sometimes I feel all I have left is my torn heart, soul, and shattered hope. I know it's bad when I have started to look at someone whom I have never, and will probably never meet, and found my self touched by how similar are love lives have been recently. Give me a break.
If anyone reads this, do you feel like a karmic bullseye has been painted on your head? CAn't wait til Sunday, I will be in rare form I believe.