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What to say. Last night was boring. I drank and sweated at The Lab and spoke to nearly noone. I even sat between to beautiful women and froze, as usual. Disappointing. Any advice?
She wasn't there. I think I stopped drinking early becuase of it and went home sober ( or did topseeturvee make me feel a little more guilty about drinking and then driving...
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Fianlly posted some pics. Hope they don't break anyones computers or cause the internet to crash. they brought back some good memories, and a lot of painful ones. Maybe I will get some updated pics and some of the local scenery.

Bored, tired, too sober. Listened to My Immortal and Heaven's a Lie a little too much.

I go out tomorrow night and hope she...
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Fianlly posted some pics. Hope they don't break anyones computers or cause the internet to crash. they brought back some good memories, and a lot of painful ones. Maybe I will get some updated pics and some of the local scenery.

Bored, tired, too sober. Listened to My Immortal and Heaven's a Lie a little too much.

I go out tomorrow night and hope she...
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New dawn fades. It was kind of boring. Two girls started making out, but stoppped when there wa too much attention.IT slid downhill from there. The only good was SHE wasn't there. I really woder if she did take some form of pity, or decided it wasn't fun because I wouldn't be baited. If she only knew. I was too afraid to try and speak...
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Hell, what a boring night. Luckily SHE wasn't there, nut in a way I always hope she is. I needed to bond with someone in the worst way ( I felt the feral side coming out and wanted to share myself with someone) . I wanted to taste someone and all I tasted was beer and Vodka. I have all but given up and now...
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Well, what the hell. I thought Tuesday nights were safe to go out, but SHE was there and made a boring night less hopeful. I saw the girl I have taken a shying to, but the language (not to mention my looks ) are a barrier. My brother came home for emergency leave, barely. The home is in a little better order for it, not...
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Christ, another lame day in Rottenbauer Germany. Had to get up early to be bored out of my mind at work., but I did get to put out the new games and found a gem I didn't know about. It's the Vault of Darkness collection which includes American Mcgee's Alice and Dracula:Resurrection. I almost bought it, but had to have my car fixed still.

I...
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Ah, My Goddess smiles and find someone has noticed i am here ( in Germany). It's sad to think I miss Maryland.Didn't realise there was sooo much there I didn't know about til I left. Thanks Boygeorgeismymom for breaking the ice, I used to go too the airshow up that way with my ex-fiance.

Nothing much new here but the good news that my car...
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Here we go. I don't know what to write, other than I hope that this is the start of something fun and different. i don't know wher things are going, but they have to be better than it's been over the past ten months

I wonder if anyone will see this