I am not a religious man, I really don't care for it. Therefore I really don't have any use for teh jazz that goes along with it, so when it comes to teh topic of souls, I really don't think we have souls int he biblican sense, but in many cases I think "soul" is a handy word to describe abstract things. Like it can be used to describe the way you feel. And so I am going to use soul for the descrition of how I feel right now. Christmas did not reengerize me like it usually does, I went to see slipknot tonight, and again it really did nothing for me, I think the problem is that something is wrong with my 'soul' its gone or dead or numb or laying dormant inside me. NOw I guess the biggest problem is do I somehow jump start it, or do I have to wait for something to bring it back to life.
Everything is just so bland and crappy, and I am kind of scared cause I need to care about school and all that shit, but right now I am midly indifferent.