Hmmm Where do I begin with this? I guess Ill start with this about 18 years ago when I was in Biloxi MS attending a technical school with the Air Force at Keesler AFB. While I was there I happened to make friends with what I believed was a genuine psychic. This woman was already in her early 70s at the time and to respect her privacy Ill just say here name was Jeane.
Knowing Jeane was a bit spooky but also very intriguing. She seemed to be able to pull clues about me out of thin air without me interacting with her at all. Sometimes she would ask me to look her in the face, and sometimes she would hold my hand while she did her thing, but most of the time she would just say things about me that were strangely on the mark without any provocation whatsoever. I remember the first time I stepped into the restaurant where she greeted customers and almost immediately she looked right at me and said. Your name starts with an R. Robert, Richard, maybe Enrique. Your name is Spanish and youre from a place close by. That was really quite freaky to me because I had never seen or met this woman in all the days of my life. At the time I was visiting from Oklahoma City where I lived and worked but she was right, my name is Ricardo and my hometown of Pensacola FL was only about 100 miles away from Biloxi.
Anyhow, aside from being what I believed to be a genuinely gifted psychic, Jeane was also an Astrology wizard. She told me a few things about myself without revealing anything disturbing but still she didnt mix any words either. As I look back 18 years later, Jeane was pretty dead on with her predictions. Jeane told me that I was very much under Saturns influence. That meant that I would never have anything easy or silver platter in my life. She said I would always have to work and I would never be able to just take life easy. She said my will was already very strong but that it would become even stronger in the days to come because I would always be dealing with some kind of adversity whether it was real or merely perceived. She told me there were cycles in my life that I must avoid and that I should value my health because in the end that would be all that I could ever really count on. She said I would always have trouble finding a partner that would balance me out because what I need is someone who is very, very different from myself. Jeane gave me a little blurb schpeel about the concept of Ying and Yang in some Eastern philosophy and in about 5 minutes made her point very clear with words that I cannot bring myself to remember. Basically the gist of what she said was that because I am very focused, ordered and disciplined that I need someone who has a much more relaxed view of life in general. She suggested an artist maybe a writer, poet or musician Jeane said Even if you cant find a lover like that, seek friends like that who can add balance to who you are.
So here I am 18 years later and what I can tell you is this The line of work I was in involved high order background investigations, close to zero level tolerances for errors and maintaining a lifestyle geared around compliance to standards. That was when I worked for the Air Force; but now I work at sea on a research vessel. The work here is much more rewarding and fascinating, but not at all relaxed by comparison. I work on and maintain equipment that is on the ship to assure safety of life at sea, as well as all the
equipment responsible for pulling clean data during the cruise at a daily price tag that would make your jaw drop to the floor. Overall, it isnt an overtly difficult job, but it is a job that you must take very seriously and do with the realization that peoples lives and livelihoods (including your own) are in your hands. So once again, Jeanes predictions of need for constant discipline and focus seems to be right on target as usual.
Jeane was also very correct about how difficult it would be for me to find a good balancing partner. She said I would make a lot of bad choices (true) always seeking women who are damsels in distress with issues too heavy for me to handle because I would be drawn to their chaos like a moth to a flame. Jeane said The ones who are really right for you will pretty much always belong to someone else by the time you find them. Jeane also said Think of all the things that make up your Ying. Your discipline, your memory, your tenacity your will, and look for someone who has all the Yang you need for balance but not someone who comes with a lot of chaos. Please Ricardo, please, stay away from the chaos. Wish it was that easy
At the time I was actually married to my first wife who was indeed a LOT, LOT different from me. Unfortunately however, she was up to her eyeballs in chaos, and she generated even more chaos with a constant hurricane force. Jeane already knew I wasnt going to last much longer with that one, and 18 months later we were in fact divorced. Jeane told me that I should have known better to begin with because I was a Fire sign and my wife at the time was a Water sign. Fire and Water dont mix. Dont let her put you out!! Three years after that, I married a Scorpio. Yes, she was another tragic princess and also another Water sign. 11 years later we are in fact still married, but only technically. We too are headed for a divorce as soon as we can come up with $2K to throw at a lawyer. This of course brings up the issue of cycles Jeane warned me about. My father died very shortly after marrying his third wife Nyyyyaaahhh
So why do I like this website? Why have I been a member for this many years? Because everyone here seems to have some level of Yang to offer. Will I find my next ex-wife on this site? Probably not. Still its the only constant source of chaos free Yang I can go to as a general rule. I cant do drugs, Ill lose my job. I cant drink, I just dont like it, and I see enough drunks on the boat every time we pull into harbor. Im not going to let myself be seen acting like that Cant gamble; just dont have the kind of luck you need to come out on top with that gig. For a while I was smoking, but Ive let it go for the time being. Not saying Ive actually quit, just sort of stopped until I feel compelled to start up again. Could be months, could be years, could be days. Bottom line is I just dont feel like it right now so Im staying away from it. The only real thing I have to lean on are my kickass stereo and my wanderlust. I travel and I listen to my iTunes collection at volumes that put pressure waves deep in my chest cavity to get my zen. Its all I have till I can cross paths with a non-destructive partner in life who is rich in the Yang department.
Peace and take care pretty people!!
Knowing Jeane was a bit spooky but also very intriguing. She seemed to be able to pull clues about me out of thin air without me interacting with her at all. Sometimes she would ask me to look her in the face, and sometimes she would hold my hand while she did her thing, but most of the time she would just say things about me that were strangely on the mark without any provocation whatsoever. I remember the first time I stepped into the restaurant where she greeted customers and almost immediately she looked right at me and said. Your name starts with an R. Robert, Richard, maybe Enrique. Your name is Spanish and youre from a place close by. That was really quite freaky to me because I had never seen or met this woman in all the days of my life. At the time I was visiting from Oklahoma City where I lived and worked but she was right, my name is Ricardo and my hometown of Pensacola FL was only about 100 miles away from Biloxi.
Anyhow, aside from being what I believed to be a genuinely gifted psychic, Jeane was also an Astrology wizard. She told me a few things about myself without revealing anything disturbing but still she didnt mix any words either. As I look back 18 years later, Jeane was pretty dead on with her predictions. Jeane told me that I was very much under Saturns influence. That meant that I would never have anything easy or silver platter in my life. She said I would always have to work and I would never be able to just take life easy. She said my will was already very strong but that it would become even stronger in the days to come because I would always be dealing with some kind of adversity whether it was real or merely perceived. She told me there were cycles in my life that I must avoid and that I should value my health because in the end that would be all that I could ever really count on. She said I would always have trouble finding a partner that would balance me out because what I need is someone who is very, very different from myself. Jeane gave me a little blurb schpeel about the concept of Ying and Yang in some Eastern philosophy and in about 5 minutes made her point very clear with words that I cannot bring myself to remember. Basically the gist of what she said was that because I am very focused, ordered and disciplined that I need someone who has a much more relaxed view of life in general. She suggested an artist maybe a writer, poet or musician Jeane said Even if you cant find a lover like that, seek friends like that who can add balance to who you are.
So here I am 18 years later and what I can tell you is this The line of work I was in involved high order background investigations, close to zero level tolerances for errors and maintaining a lifestyle geared around compliance to standards. That was when I worked for the Air Force; but now I work at sea on a research vessel. The work here is much more rewarding and fascinating, but not at all relaxed by comparison. I work on and maintain equipment that is on the ship to assure safety of life at sea, as well as all the
equipment responsible for pulling clean data during the cruise at a daily price tag that would make your jaw drop to the floor. Overall, it isnt an overtly difficult job, but it is a job that you must take very seriously and do with the realization that peoples lives and livelihoods (including your own) are in your hands. So once again, Jeanes predictions of need for constant discipline and focus seems to be right on target as usual.
Jeane was also very correct about how difficult it would be for me to find a good balancing partner. She said I would make a lot of bad choices (true) always seeking women who are damsels in distress with issues too heavy for me to handle because I would be drawn to their chaos like a moth to a flame. Jeane said The ones who are really right for you will pretty much always belong to someone else by the time you find them. Jeane also said Think of all the things that make up your Ying. Your discipline, your memory, your tenacity your will, and look for someone who has all the Yang you need for balance but not someone who comes with a lot of chaos. Please Ricardo, please, stay away from the chaos. Wish it was that easy
At the time I was actually married to my first wife who was indeed a LOT, LOT different from me. Unfortunately however, she was up to her eyeballs in chaos, and she generated even more chaos with a constant hurricane force. Jeane already knew I wasnt going to last much longer with that one, and 18 months later we were in fact divorced. Jeane told me that I should have known better to begin with because I was a Fire sign and my wife at the time was a Water sign. Fire and Water dont mix. Dont let her put you out!! Three years after that, I married a Scorpio. Yes, she was another tragic princess and also another Water sign. 11 years later we are in fact still married, but only technically. We too are headed for a divorce as soon as we can come up with $2K to throw at a lawyer. This of course brings up the issue of cycles Jeane warned me about. My father died very shortly after marrying his third wife Nyyyyaaahhh
So why do I like this website? Why have I been a member for this many years? Because everyone here seems to have some level of Yang to offer. Will I find my next ex-wife on this site? Probably not. Still its the only constant source of chaos free Yang I can go to as a general rule. I cant do drugs, Ill lose my job. I cant drink, I just dont like it, and I see enough drunks on the boat every time we pull into harbor. Im not going to let myself be seen acting like that Cant gamble; just dont have the kind of luck you need to come out on top with that gig. For a while I was smoking, but Ive let it go for the time being. Not saying Ive actually quit, just sort of stopped until I feel compelled to start up again. Could be months, could be years, could be days. Bottom line is I just dont feel like it right now so Im staying away from it. The only real thing I have to lean on are my kickass stereo and my wanderlust. I travel and I listen to my iTunes collection at volumes that put pressure waves deep in my chest cavity to get my zen. Its all I have till I can cross paths with a non-destructive partner in life who is rich in the Yang department.
Peace and take care pretty people!!