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Sunday May 09, 2004

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Today's conundrum:
Creative freedom versus making money.
I'm making money.
I miss freedom.
I like eating, though, and heat and a roof.
And gas for the Coronet.
Shit.
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
kay:
(grin) No ass kicking necessary. I was not warned about it. It was not indicated, but this is someone who does know me extremely well, and really assumed I had to have heard the news. Because of my life and background, I usually get a ton of odd stuff that is not meant for public consumption. I am not angry at him for exposing me to it, though warning would have been nice. I would have probably still watched it had I known what it was, but would have had a different mind set viewer to watch it with. I doubt I would have reacted so violently to it. I have seen worse, I really have. After more than a year out of the world...my life has always been surrounded by violence, whether it was where I was living, work related, or by my relationships. I have never been out of it fully until now, and even still I have had it here on various levels. I am glad in some aspects that I did get shaken up, and there are a few reasons for that. It tells me that I have gotten a little too comfortable here. It explains to me why I have had a few run in's that in my normal world would NEVER have happened. I am not happy to have those images burned on my mind...virtue out of necessity.

I am enlightened.

~kiss on yer nose
May 12, 2004
kay:
Absolutely! smile
May 12, 2004

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