Blah...i feel like shit...that little hangy-ball thing at the back of my throat feels like its the size of a golfball...but, other than that i'm fine...
Okay...so, i've been thinking a lot lately...and for some insane reason, i've been dying to get back together with my old girlfriend Jackie...she was my first true love, and i know she still has some sort of feelings for me (I'd tell her story, but i've told it thousands of times before)...for the past two years after we broke up, she's never forgotten to call me on my birthday or our anniversary, and we really really had something special...but her phone number has changed since it was engraved into my memory and i can't figure it out for the life of me and its about to drive me up the fuckin wall...so yeah, i'd really like to get back with Jackie...
But...
I just heard from my best bud in the universe that his cousin said that Jessica (another ex) was thinking about calling me up again...see, Jessica and I met under very very unlikely circumstances, kinda sounds like a movie really...she was taking a year off of dating anyone to get her life in order...she's my best bud's cousin's best friend...anyway, i was set up on a blind double-date with my best bud and his girlfriend at the time...i'd never seen Jess and didn't know anything about her...and we had the best date i've ever had...we clicked almost instantly, it was great...now, her commitment was more like a New Year's resolution, and we met May of last year...infact, last week sometime was the anniversary of that first date, which is what got me thinking in the first place...we were together until November and she decided to take a break just so she could atleast finish out her year under her commitment, and she got swamped with work and finals and we never had time to see eachother anyway...she was *supposed* to call me sometime in mid-January but never did, and she hasn't called me since because she was afraid i wouldn't want to talk to her...i'd love to get back with her too...which is where my problem lies...
help me! which do i go for, or should i go at all? I need advice, none of my friends here are around anymore and i can't ask them...and i'm so damn lonely, i need someone by my side before i go insane and start taking hostages...
Okay...so, i've been thinking a lot lately...and for some insane reason, i've been dying to get back together with my old girlfriend Jackie...she was my first true love, and i know she still has some sort of feelings for me (I'd tell her story, but i've told it thousands of times before)...for the past two years after we broke up, she's never forgotten to call me on my birthday or our anniversary, and we really really had something special...but her phone number has changed since it was engraved into my memory and i can't figure it out for the life of me and its about to drive me up the fuckin wall...so yeah, i'd really like to get back with Jackie...
But...
I just heard from my best bud in the universe that his cousin said that Jessica (another ex) was thinking about calling me up again...see, Jessica and I met under very very unlikely circumstances, kinda sounds like a movie really...she was taking a year off of dating anyone to get her life in order...she's my best bud's cousin's best friend...anyway, i was set up on a blind double-date with my best bud and his girlfriend at the time...i'd never seen Jess and didn't know anything about her...and we had the best date i've ever had...we clicked almost instantly, it was great...now, her commitment was more like a New Year's resolution, and we met May of last year...infact, last week sometime was the anniversary of that first date, which is what got me thinking in the first place...we were together until November and she decided to take a break just so she could atleast finish out her year under her commitment, and she got swamped with work and finals and we never had time to see eachother anyway...she was *supposed* to call me sometime in mid-January but never did, and she hasn't called me since because she was afraid i wouldn't want to talk to her...i'd love to get back with her too...which is where my problem lies...
help me! which do i go for, or should i go at all? I need advice, none of my friends here are around anymore and i can't ask them...and i'm so damn lonely, i need someone by my side before i go insane and start taking hostages...
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but you can't have it! i pushed 'em together to make one superbed!!!!!!! mwhahahahahah!!!