gstrife

So, check this shit out... Shari comes home for the weekend with her friend Sarah... Sarah works with me when she's in town from college, so she comes up to me and says she thinks Shari wants me and I should call her up... so I call her up and she doesn't have long, but her exact words were "my parents are out of town, wink wink, hint hint"... The only problem is, I can't go over there that night, I have to meet my dad for a movie, and I haven't had a chance to hang with my dad lately, and bros before ho's...or dad's before...something... anyway, I take a rain check for next Friday when my peoples are gonna be gone for the weekend, and she agrees and sounds excited and all that and Sarah told me that she's talked about me non-stop since she left for college. So, she goes out that night when I can't leave and hits a party and apparantly one of her old guy friends and her...err... well, I don't know what happened, but now they're exclusive and my little sex-date-thing gets cancelled... WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THAT?! Something finally starts looking up and I get shot down before anything even happens!

Oh well... I normally don't hook up just for sex, but in this case I was gonna make an acception... But we talked and she apologized and she sounded sincere enough, but I'm still pissed... So now I'm off to get rid of them... wish me luck!

... I came back... It was dark and scary out there, so maybe I'll just dream about getting rid of them... *sigh* I need a hug...