It was gone in a moment,
It went in a blaze
I felt so helpless
At being so far away.
A skeleton frame
Its holding my memories
Cuz God only knows now
Just whats ahead of me.
Cuz everythings been taken from me now,
I don't believe it!
When everything that you had just sweeps aside,
You rise like the phoenix to fly.
No words can describe it
There was nothing to save
The ashes are dry now
They have all been blown away
I close my eyes
and I try to remember when
Cuz pictures in my head
They're all I have of them
Everythings been taken from me now,
I don't believe it!
When everything that you had just sweeps aside,
You rise like the phoenix to fly...
("Phoenix", by Breaking Point)
Needless to say, in the past few days, everything has gone from sunny to shitty... Though Shari and I would be a great match right now, she's leaving in less than two months, and she doesn't want to start anything right now... Susan has the boy-toy, and Jackie...well, Jackie is being Jackie...
Lets start at Sunday night... I had a great time with Shari, came here and posted about it last night, was loads of fun...got back at like 1 a.m... On Monday morning at 6 a.m, I had my online college class registration, so I decided to stay up all night and to do it quick and go to sleep... Well, I logged in with my student number and code and started registering...about half way through, it pops me back to the entrance and says my "account has been locked" and gives me a phone number to call. I call the number, and guess what?! Theres no answer... I hang up, try again... nothing... but, I got an answering machine and left my name and number. I stayed up for 2 more hours trying and waiting for the call back, then finally decide to crash.. not 15 mins after my head hit the pillow, the phone rings and its a lady from my school telling me I need to sign some paper to be able to sign up... So, I drive my ass the whole 45 mins to the school in morning traffic on absolutely no sleep...sign my name on the stupid piece of paper, get home, sign in, register, and by this time, I'm too wide awake to go to sleep... So, I crash at the computer... About an hour later, my uncle calls and says he needs my help, so I head to his house and get to spend from about noon to 5 p.m. painting a picket fence in his yard, but he paid me, so its all good. By this time, I was really fuggin tired, so I went to bed at like 9 p.m... the next day (Tuesday), I woke up at like 4 a.m. with a splitting headache... after 3 Tylenol and an hour of trying to sleep again, I finally said "fuck it" and got up and realized my headache didn't affect me standing up... So, I hung aroung a bit, then at 8 a.m., I went with Jessica and a bunch of her friends to a lake, and, for the most part, had a good time...went swimming, ate burgers, was fun... but, we all got sunburns from hell, even though we all put on sun block about 3 times... On top of that, I wasn't planning on swimming at all because I'm a horrible swimmer, so they decided to push me in... Normally, I wouldn't have cared, but my cell phone was in my pocket and it shorted out and I have no insurance on it, so thats 120 bucks I have to dish out for a new fucking phone because some dumbasses don't know what "No" means...oh well... After we headed home, we all parted ways and showered/changed, then met up again and saw The Hulk... it was...decent...I guess... So once we head outside, its like midnight.. And I finally find a window to talk to Jessica alone... According to her best friend, who I'd been chatting with all day and have known for several years now (she introduced us initially, set us up on a very very sucessful blind date) said it was a sure thing... Jess still had strong feelings for me, I couldn't lose... So, playing naieve, I asked her if things between us could ever go back to the way they were... She told me that right now, she just wanted me to stay her friend... What the hell happened to the "sure thing" I was promised? ARRGH... So, to recap, I lost all 3 new girls... well fuck me up the ass with a big pointy stick...
It went in a blaze
I felt so helpless
At being so far away.
A skeleton frame
Its holding my memories
Cuz God only knows now
Just whats ahead of me.
Cuz everythings been taken from me now,
I don't believe it!
When everything that you had just sweeps aside,
You rise like the phoenix to fly.
No words can describe it
There was nothing to save
The ashes are dry now
They have all been blown away
I close my eyes
and I try to remember when
Cuz pictures in my head
They're all I have of them
Everythings been taken from me now,
I don't believe it!
When everything that you had just sweeps aside,
You rise like the phoenix to fly...
("Phoenix", by Breaking Point)
Needless to say, in the past few days, everything has gone from sunny to shitty... Though Shari and I would be a great match right now, she's leaving in less than two months, and she doesn't want to start anything right now... Susan has the boy-toy, and Jackie...well, Jackie is being Jackie...
Lets start at Sunday night... I had a great time with Shari, came here and posted about it last night, was loads of fun...got back at like 1 a.m... On Monday morning at 6 a.m, I had my online college class registration, so I decided to stay up all night and to do it quick and go to sleep... Well, I logged in with my student number and code and started registering...about half way through, it pops me back to the entrance and says my "account has been locked" and gives me a phone number to call. I call the number, and guess what?! Theres no answer... I hang up, try again... nothing... but, I got an answering machine and left my name and number. I stayed up for 2 more hours trying and waiting for the call back, then finally decide to crash.. not 15 mins after my head hit the pillow, the phone rings and its a lady from my school telling me I need to sign some paper to be able to sign up... So, I drive my ass the whole 45 mins to the school in morning traffic on absolutely no sleep...sign my name on the stupid piece of paper, get home, sign in, register, and by this time, I'm too wide awake to go to sleep... So, I crash at the computer... About an hour later, my uncle calls and says he needs my help, so I head to his house and get to spend from about noon to 5 p.m. painting a picket fence in his yard, but he paid me, so its all good. By this time, I was really fuggin tired, so I went to bed at like 9 p.m... the next day (Tuesday), I woke up at like 4 a.m. with a splitting headache... after 3 Tylenol and an hour of trying to sleep again, I finally said "fuck it" and got up and realized my headache didn't affect me standing up... So, I hung aroung a bit, then at 8 a.m., I went with Jessica and a bunch of her friends to a lake, and, for the most part, had a good time...went swimming, ate burgers, was fun... but, we all got sunburns from hell, even though we all put on sun block about 3 times... On top of that, I wasn't planning on swimming at all because I'm a horrible swimmer, so they decided to push me in... Normally, I wouldn't have cared, but my cell phone was in my pocket and it shorted out and I have no insurance on it, so thats 120 bucks I have to dish out for a new fucking phone because some dumbasses don't know what "No" means...oh well... After we headed home, we all parted ways and showered/changed, then met up again and saw The Hulk... it was...decent...I guess... So once we head outside, its like midnight.. And I finally find a window to talk to Jessica alone... According to her best friend, who I'd been chatting with all day and have known for several years now (she introduced us initially, set us up on a very very sucessful blind date) said it was a sure thing... Jess still had strong feelings for me, I couldn't lose... So, playing naieve, I asked her if things between us could ever go back to the way they were... She told me that right now, she just wanted me to stay her friend... What the hell happened to the "sure thing" I was promised? ARRGH... So, to recap, I lost all 3 new girls... well fuck me up the ass with a big pointy stick...
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Where are you going to college?
Sorry man.