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Okay, here we go, round 4...

Part 4

I didn't sleep well the next night... Over and over in my head, all I heard was "We need to talk, We need to talk, We need to talk". When morning finally arrived, I entered my usual routine. Get up, get showered, get dressed, hop in the car, head to Jackie's house. Her aunt/mom (read back and that will make more sense) answered the door and told me Jackie was getting dressed. Jackie heard me come in and called me back to her bathroom where she was putting on her makeup. I stood just outside and tried to look as calm as I normally am while dozens of possibilities flew through my head. Then, she sighed and turned to me and said "Okay...here goes... The other day, this guy asked me out, and I've decided to say Yes... He's cute, funny, smart, but most of all, I love him..." Damn... Wait a sec... I know Jackie... I'm missing part of this story. It took me all of 10 seconds to figure it out, but (if you're keeping up), I asked her out a few days before. She could tell I'd figured out and started smiling at me, then pulled me into into the bathroom and gave me the best kiss I've ever had... I was so relieved (and I'm sure some of you are too). I hate her mind games because she can always keep a straight face, hee hee... but its all in good fun. So, yeah, we left her place and went to church, then met up with Lisa at Arby's. We gave her the good news, then cut lunch short and headed back to her place, where her parents had conveniently disappeared for the afternoon. Hmm... So, we popped in Enemy of the State and sat down on the couch. Now, at this point, there were a lot of things I'd never done with a girl, and I had always wanted to go down on a girl, just to see what it was like... Jackie knew this, and she'd never experienced it either... The movie was kinda boring, and, so, um...yeah... I'm no good at typing out this sort of stuff...its embarrasing... So yeah... I slipped down to the floor and slipped her panties off under her dress, since we were both still pretty-much dressed for church, and went to it. And, in the name of all things sacred, that has to be the absolute greatest thing in the universe! Words cannot describe the fun I had...well, I guess, the fun WE had After about...30 minutes, or a little more, and after I caught my breath and wiped off my face, she returned the favor. The rest is really kinda fuzzy...honestly... I was in a state of bliss hee hee... All I know is a condom went on, and my virginity decided it was time to hit the road. Two years and it hasn't even called or sent me a letter...damn, worthless virginity... So, anyway, yeah... That was fun... Months went by with nothing truly eventful happening... More sexual encounters, random gifts given by both sides, I was introduced to Staind, and time with her became a very important part of my day. We just did things for eachother... She'd come visit me at work, dress up for me because she knew I had a goth thing...and she was into it too, but couldn't dress that way and keep her job... I'd bring her lunch at work and put up with her gay manager hitting on me just to spend time with her. It was the absolute perfect relationship. We never fought, we never had awkward silent moments... We were there for eachother. My days with Jackie are the greatest days I've ever lived... But, as I'm sure you know... All good things must come to an end...

Stick around for Part 5...coming soon to a journal near you!