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Tuesday Aug 30, 2005

Aug 30, 2005
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Life
Falling apart
Creep forward
Crawl


It's all falling apart. It has been a horrible year, with horrile events, horrible losses.

I've been paralyzed by it all; I've sat back, and watched it all fall apart. I could have done *somethign* about it, maybe, but I didn't. Paralysis, nihilism, apathy, laziness...whatever the reasons, I just sat back and watched the show, the trainwreck which has been my life this past year.

I'm killing off my SG friends list. To have friends, you must *be* a friend; I haven't been a friend to those who would have me, and the rest..well, real friends are rare.

Peace


GS
willystickman:
I hope you get things wroked out. Take er easy man.
Aug 30, 2005

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