Another quiet Sunday at home. I just got home from another busy shift at the ambulance. I wish the guy who is my shift leader would grow the fuck up. He brings his drama from his home life to work each shift. Working a 48 hour shift at the ambulance is different from every 9-5. You live for 48 hours at a time with your...
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The peace of mind brought by regular full time employment, a set schedule, and soon health insurance has made me actually appreciate my life again. The diet and exercise routine is going well, avoiding bad habits, and trying to live my life again is something new and surreal. This energy and focus thing is wild to experience again. Talking with a new woman again is...
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Well from my last positive blog to the depressed blog. My dream woman turned out to be a dream a right a bad one. I either A) totally do not get dating anymore B) am a heartless bastard with no soul or C) Was drawn in by another needy neurotic woman. I am leaning toward answer C but most likely A and B are equally...
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Thursday Blog-

Well it is another day in paradise here in sunny Arizona. Bills are paid, pantry is filled, and there are a few dollars left in the bank and the wallet. Life is good as it can get for me I guess. I have books to read, everything for the garden, and plenty of time for it all. As good as this sounds the...
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Friday Blog

Well it is finally Friday. Another week has almost come and gone. The only thing new with me is I finally have signed up for online dating again on the free website Plenty of Fish. In the first week I have sent out about 5 introduction emails and gotten responses from all five. After exchanging the first two or three getting to know...
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Valentines Day Blog

Well Fudge, another crummy Hallmark Holiday where the single folks are marginalized even more. Yes I am a pissy single guy, on the most romantic day of the year.
At 39, I have never been a fan of another day where you are expected to use a chunk of cash to show someone you love them. Shit, I thought you were supposed...
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Tuesday Night at Work Blog

Well it is Tuesday and I am back at work at the ambulance. Here for a messed up shorter shift. Only 34 hour shift as compared to the standard 48 hour shift. But as I am still part-time status I take what I can get. I come back at 9 pm Saturday night so I get a full 96 hours...
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It's another Saturday that I am at work in the middle of a 48 hour shift at the ambulance company. Same shit different day. Getting excited for shift to end tomorrow at 8 am and then a 4 hour drive to Phoenix to see my buddy before he deploys for a minimum of 6 months to Kyrgyzstan. We don't see each other much anymore since...
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"The 10 Quotes Every Geek Should Know." .

1. "Strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. Supreme executive power derives from a mandate from the masses, not from some farcical aquatic ceremony." Dennis the Peasant, Monty Python and the Holy Grail

2. "Three rings for the Elven kings under the sky, seven for the Dwarf lords in...
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Well today is another crap fest that is my life. September 19th, This would have been my father's 79th birthday. God I miss him more each year. This is also my ex's 28th birthday and I am dreading the drunken text message or phone call that is inevitably coming from this miserable self centered people using bitch. This is also the formal memorial service for...
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