Another lonely Friday here in the desert. Another night spent watching TV alone waiting for the sleeping pill to kick in some I can go away for 8 hours. Nothing really positive this week. I made myself leave the house to go see Runner Runner. I loved the movie. I am forcing myself to leave the house once a week to go to a movie to get out of the house from more than an hour.

Another emotional week. I forced myself to complete the process of applying for foodstamps/ebt card this week. I was approved for $190 a month and given $160 for this month. Unemployment office told me to expect to wait between 8 to 12 weeks for the 2 issues with my claim to be resolved and to keep filing my weekly claims. I will get paid eventually.

Really wish I had a female friend in the area to help my bleach my hair and color it blue. Checked with 2 local shops and there is no way I can afford what they were charging. Piercing shops were fairly affordable when I called and asked if there was a discount if I had the apprentice to the piercings. I might as well change my look. Not really going to effect my job search anyways.

This week has been the week from hell for email rejection letters for jobs I applied for. 10 rejection emails in 3 days was a little depressing.