The peace of mind brought by regular full time employment, a set schedule, and soon health insurance has made me actually appreciate my life again. The diet and exercise routine is going well, avoiding bad habits, and trying to live my life again is something new and surreal. This energy and focus thing is wild to experience again. Talking with a new woman again is also helping increase the positive outlook. She is everything I have ever wanted in a woman. That scare me even more though as I am always waiting for the bad luck to start in again.
