Well from my last positive blog to the depressed blog. My dream woman turned out to be a dream a right a bad one. I either A) totally do not get dating anymore B) am a heartless bastard with no soul or C) Was drawn in by another needy neurotic woman. I am leaning toward answer C but most likely A and B are equally true. Things went down the tubes after getting home from work. I was not texting her enough or emailing enough. I worked 48 bloody hours on the ambulance and was tired. She did not get this or the fact I am more of a talking on the phone person. She cant talk while at work and since I go to bed at 10 pm she does not want to talk till after 11pm. From the time she gets home she wants mother daughter time which is fine but she wants to only text or instant message me during this time. I don't get it, we must do everything on her time and terms. So no woman for me. Pity party time.