Time for another monthly blog. The psycho ex came and left again. She called me two weeks ago, begged me to come see her. I did, mainly to see how she looked as a blonde. She apoligized for how she had treated me and said it was due to being hurt by her ex and to give her one more chance. I said sure but told her I had a date the next day with a girl who really wanted to bleach my hair and give me a mohawk. The psycho ex cryed and begged me not to and I gave in and cancelled. So for the next two weeks I got to deal with her daily texts and phone calls. She is a drama queen in the extreme, she was broke and hinting for me to give her gas money but she wont ask for it. Some weird thing where she will take money only if given not asked for. I would not fall for it. She wrote a bad check against my advice and in the end it cost her $250 for a $25 dollar check, she freaked out, got in a fight with her family, and spent 4 days on a meth bender with her tweaker friends. I offered to get her help or just be there for her to help get her life back together, but she breaks things off again with me while I am at work by text saying she needs space and shes sorry. I sent her some of the shittiest cruel text messages I have ever wrote and she just replied she was sorry and to not hate her. WTF? I realize that I am her life raft when she has her shit together and she wants normalcy and security. I am done. What really sucks is the girl who wanted to mohawk me could have turned into a person worth getting close to. Oh well live and learn.