grumpyemt

What do you do when you are a person who is a pessimist? Lately things have been going my way, I finally got promoted at my job to Program Manager at the ambulance company I work for. I have finally met a quality woman who is totally into me and is everything that I want and need in my life. We just click and like they say everything in life seems to be falling into place. For me this is the scariest thing in the world, I'm the guy who never has a run of good luck things always drop in the toilet for me. As much as I am enjoying my life for the first time in a long time part of me is scared shitless of what is going to go wrong. Who knows maybe the wheel of life has finally turned for me and I can start living my life again instead of just exsisting as I have been these past 9 years and not living the life I would have chosen. Just have to wait and see.