grrrlafraid

presently:

feeling lost in the world.

listening to fire theft.

sometimes there is a nostalgia surrounding one thing that is so strong that it can change the entire mood I am in. fire theft does this too me.

i feel lost yet so happy and calm with this music in my ears.

it's been a while sonce I've felt capable to devoting time to this journal. I have enjoyed the friends I have made with this. I cherish them and wish my time could be spent here supporting that communication that I need so much.

i spend my days surrounded by those that understand little of who I am and lack the desire to seek out my mind. I find stimulation here. it is a specific type of stimulation that comes with experience and understanding of a bigger world...unlike that of those I am surrounded by.

mmm...i may be rambling.

maybe one of you understands me?




PLAYLIST:
The Fire Theft "The Fire Theft
Bebel Gilberto "Bebel Gilberto"
No Doubt "Rocksteady"
Mark Ronson "Here Comes the Fuzz"
Nikka Costa "Everybody Got Their Something"
Maroon 5 "Songs About Jane"
John Mayer "Room For Squares"
Mos Def "Black on Both Sides
Mos Def "The New Danger"
Gang Starr "Hard to Earn"
The Flaming Lips "Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots"
Arab Strap "Monday at the Hug and Pint"
Ryan Adams "Heartbreaker"
Her Space Holiday "The Young Machines"
Cat Power "You Are Free"
Blonde Redhead "Misery is a Butterfly"
Black Star "Mos Def & Talib Kweli are Black Star"